The Revolution in Tanner's LaneWhite, William Hale
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The Revolution in Tanner's Lane
White, William Hale
England -- Fiction; Religious fiction
Emotion number two returned to Mrs. Coleman immediately. Tea at that
time, the things having been all cleared away and washed up! She did
not, however, like openly to object, but she did go so far as to suggest
that perhaps cold water would be better, as there might be inflammation.
Zachariah, although he was accustomed to give way, begged for tea; and it
was made ready, but not with water boiled there. She would not again put
the copper kettle on the fire, as it was just cleaned, but she asked to
be allowed to use that which belonged to the neighbour downstairs who
kept the shop. The tea-things were replaced when Zachariah had finished,
and his wife returned to her duties, leaving him sitting in the
straight-backed Windsor-chair, looking into the grate and feeling very
miserable.
In the afternoon Rosoman Street was startled to see a grand carriage stop
at Zachariah’s door, and out stepped the grand doctor, who, after some
little hesitation and inquiry, made his way upstairs. Having examined
our friend, he pronounced him free from all mortal or even serious
injury—it was a case of contusion and shaken nerves, which required a
little alterative medicine, and on the day after to-morrow the patient,
although bruised and sore in the mouth, might go back to work.
The next morning he was better, but nevertheless he was depressed. It
was now three months since his wedding-day, and the pomp and beauty of
the sunrise, gold and scarlet bars with intermediate lakes of softest
blue, had been obscured by leaden clouds, which showed no break and let
loose a cold drizzling rain. How was it? He often asked himself that
question, but could obtain no satisfactory answer. Had anything changed?
Was his wife anything which he did not know her to be three months ago?
Certainly not. He could not accuse her of passing herself off upon him
with false pretences. What she had always represented herself to be she
was now. There she stood precisely as she stood twelve months ago, when
he asked her to become his wife, and he thought when she said “yes” that
no man was more blessed than he. It was, he feared, true he did not love
her, nor she him; but why could not they have found that out before?
What a cruel destiny was this which drew a veil before his eyes and led
him blindfold over the precipice! He at first thought, when his joy
began to ebb in February or March, that it would rise again, and that he
would see matters in a different light; but the spring was here, and the
tide had not turned. It never would turn now, and he became at last
aware of the sad truth—the saddest a man can know—that he had missed the
great delight of existence. His chance had come, and had gone.
Henceforth all that was said and sung about love and home would find no
echo in him. He was paralysed, dead in half of his soul, and would have
to exist with the other half as well he could. He had done no wrong: he
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