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She put her elbow on her knee, her chin in her hand, and smiled. Of
course she knew what her mother, and Mr. Weston--"poor old boy!"--and
her grandmother, and the Misses Graham all had in the back of their
minds. "Idiots" she said, good-naturedly. If they could have heard the
plain, straight, man-to-man talk in the empty apartment, they would have
discovered that nowadays men and girls are not interested in those
_un_intellectual relations at which her man of business had hinted. She
remembered Howard's look when he said he would rather talk to her than
to any man he knew--and she lifted her head proudly! No girly-girly
compliment could have pleased her as that did. It was just as she had
always said, the right kind of man knows that a woman wants him to talk
horse sense to her, not gush. If the tabbies, and Mr. Weston, and her
mother had heard that talk, they wouldn't worry about sentiment!
Suddenly, she recalled that strange feeling she had had below her
breastbone as she looked at Howard sprawling in the arm-chair. She
remembered her curious impulse to touch him, and the rosy warmth that
seemed to go all over her, like a wave; she thought of that pang of
pleasure when his hand crushed hers so that the seal ring had cut into
the flesh and hurt her. "I wonder--?" she said; and bit her lip. Then
her face reddened sharply; she flung her head up like a wild creature
who feels the grip of the trap.
_Love?_
For an instant she felt something like fright. "Of course not! He's just
a bully fellow, and I like him. Nothing more; I don't--" She caught a
glimpse of herself in the mirror, and the image held her eye. The vivid,
smiling face, a little thin, with the color hot, just now, on the high
cheek-bones; dark, wavy hair, falling back from a charming brow which,
pathetically enough (for she was only twenty-five), had lines in it.
"Heavens!" she said, "I believe I _do_!" She laughed, and, jumping to
her feet, shook the mane of hair over her eyes. But before she began to
brush it she lifted the hand Howard Maitland had gripped, and kissed it
hard, once--twice!
"I do--care," she said; "I didn't know it was like this!" She glowed all
over. "_I am in love_," she repeated, amazed.
While she tumbled the soft, dark hair into a loose knot on the top of
her head she tried to whistle, but her lips were unsteady. She did not
know herself with this quiver all through her, and the sudden stinging
in her eyes, and something swelling and tightening in her throat. She
forgot the shocked old maids, and the disgusted trustee. She was in
love! She began to sing, but broke off at a faint knock.
"Dinner's ready, Miss Freddy."
"Come in, Flora," Frederica called out; "and hook me up." She smiled so
gaily at the silent creature, not even scolding when the slim, cold
finger-tips touched her warm shoulder, that the woman smiled a little,
too. "I thought this was your afternoon out?" Fred said, kindly.
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