The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
Getting settled in the little Dale Street apartment was, so far as Burke
was concerned, a mere matter of moving from the hotel and dumping the
contents of his trunk into his new chiffonier and closet. True, Helen,
looking tired and flurried (and not nearly so pretty as usual), brought
to him some borrowed tools, together with innumerable curtains and rods
and nails and hooks that simply must be put up, she said, before she
could do a thing. But Burke, after a half-hearted trial,--during which
he mashed his thumb and bored three holes in wrong places,--flew into a
passion of irritability, and bade her get the janitor who "owned the
darn things" to do the job, and to pay him what he asked--'twould be
worth it, no matter what it was!
With a very hasty kiss then Burke banged out of the house and headed for
the Denby Iron Works.
It was not alone the curtains or the offending hammer that was wrong
with Burke Denby that morning. The time had come when he must not only
meet his fellow employees, and take his place among them, but he must
face his father. And he was dreading yet longing to see his father. He
had not seen him since he bade him good-night and went upstairs to his
own room the month before--to write that farewell note.
Once, since coming back from his wedding trip, he had been tempted to
leave town and never see his father again--until he should have made for
himself the name and the money that he was going to make. Then he would
come back and cry: "Behold, this is I, your son, and this is Helen, my
wife, who, you see, has _not_ dragged me down!" He would not, of course,
_talk_ like that. But he would show them. He would! This had been when
he first learned from Brett of the allowance-cutting, and of his
father's implacable anger.
Then had come the better, braver decision. He would stay where he was.
He would make the name and the money right here, under his father's very
eyes. It would be harder, of course; but there would then be all the
more glory in the winning. Besides, to leave now would look like
defeat--would make one seem almost like a quitter. And his father hated
quitters! He would like to show his father. He _would_ show his father.
And he would show him right here. And had not Helen, his dear wife, said
that she would aid him? As if he could help winning out under those
circumstances!
It was with thoughts such as these that he went now to meet his father.
Especially was he thinking of Helen, dear Helen,--poor Helen, struggling
back there with those abominable hooks and curtains. And he had been
such a brute to snap her up so crossly! He would not do it again. It was
only that he was so dreading this first meeting with his father. After
that it would be easier. There would not be anything then only just to
keep steadily going till he'd made good--he and Helen. But now--father
would be proud to see how finely he was taking it!
With chin up and shoulders back, therefore, Burke Denby walked into his
father's office.
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