The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"Home," to Burke, had always meant a place of peace and rest, of
luxurious ease and noiseless servants, of orderly rooms and well-served
meals, of mellow lights and softly blended colors. Unconsciously now
home still meant the same, with the addition of Helen--Helen, the center
of it all. It was this dear vision, therefore, that he treasured all
through his honeymoon trip, that he hugged to himself all that wretched
first day of work, and that was still his star of hope as he hurried
that night toward the Dale Street flat. If he had stopped to think, he
would have realized at once that this new home of a day was not the old
home of years. But he did not stop to think of anything except that for
the first time in his life he was going home from work to Helen, his
wife.
Burke Denby never forgot the shock of that first home-going. He opened
the door of his apartment--and confronted chaos: a surly janitor
struggling with a curtain pole, a confusion of trunks, chairs, a
stepladder, and a floor-pail, a disorder of dishes on a coverless table,
a smell of burned milk, and a cross, tired, untidy wife who flung
herself into his arms with a storm of sobs.
"Home," after that, meant quite something new to Burke Denby. It meant
Helen, of course, but--
Still it would be only for a little while, after all, he consoled
himself each day. Just as soon as he got ahead a little, it would be
different. He could sell the stuff, then; and the very first thing to go
would be that hideous purple pillow on the red plush sofa--for that
matter, the sofa would follow after mighty quick. And the chairs, too.
They were a little worse to sit on than to look at--which was
unnecessary. As for the rugs--when it came to those, it would be his
turn to select next time. At all events, he would not be obliged to have
one that, the minute you opened the door, bounced into your face and
screamed "Hullo! I'm here. See me!" How he hated that rug! And the
pictures and those cheap gilt vases--everything, of course, would be
different in the new home.
Nor did Burke stop to think that this constant shifting, in one's mind,
of things that are, to things that may some time be, scarcely makes for
content.
Still, Burke could not have forgotten his house-furnishings, even if he
had tried to do so, for he had to make payments on them "every few
minutes," as he termed it. Indeed, one of the unsolved riddles of his
life these days was as to why there were so many more Mondays (the day
he paid his installments) than there were Saturdays (the day the Works
paid him) in a week. For that matter, after all was said and done,
perhaps to nothing was Burke Denby giving more thought these days than
to money.
Burke's experience with money heretofore had been to draw a check for
what he wanted. True, he sometimes overdrew his account a trifle; but
there was always his allowance coming the first of the month; and
neither he nor the bank worried.
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