The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
All his life Burke had consulted no one's will but his own. It was not
easy now to walk when he wanted to sit still, nor to talk when he wanted
to read; especially as the one who wanted him to walk and to talk
happened to be a willful young person who all _her_ life had been in the
habit of walking and talking when _she_ wanted to.
Burke, accustomed from babyhood to leaving his belongings wherever he
happened to drop them, was first surprised and then angry that he did
not find them magically restored to their proper places, as in the days
of his boyhood and youth. Burke abhorred disorder. Helen, accustomed
from her babyhood to being picked-up after, easily drifted into the way
of letting all things, both hers and his, lie as they were. It saved a
great deal of work.
Even so simple a matter as the temperature of a sleeping-room had its
difficulties. Burke liked air. He wanted the windows wide open. Helen,
trained to think night air was damp and dangerous, wanted them shut. And
when two people are sleepy, cross, and tired, it is appalling what a
range of woe can lie in the mere opening and shutting of a window.
Burke was surprised, annoyed, and dismayed. Being unaccustomed to
disappointments he did not know how to take them gracefully. This being
married was not proving to be at all the sort of thing he had pictured
to himself. He had supposed that life, married life, was to be a new
wonder every day; an increasing delight every hour. It was neither.
Living now was a matter of never-ending adjustment, self-sacrifice, and
economy. And he hated them all. In spite of himself he was getting into
debt, and he hated debt. It made a fellow feel cheap and mean.
Even Helen was not what he had thought she was. He was ashamed to own
it, even to himself, but there was a good deal about Helen that he did
not like. She was not careful about her appearance. She was actually
almost untidy at times. He hated those loose, sloppy things she
sometimes wore, and he abominated those curl-paper things in her hair.
She was willful and fretful, and she certainly did not know how to give
a fellow a decent meal or a comfortable place to stay. For his part, he
did not think a girl had any right to marry until she knew something
about running a simple home.
Then there was her constant chatter. Was she not ever going to talk
about anything but the silly little everyday happenings of her work? A
fellow wanted to hear something, when he came home tired at night,
besides complaints that the range didn't work, or that the grocer forgot
his order, or that the money was out.
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