The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
Upstairs, the girl, the cause of it all, hurried with palpitating
nervousness through the task of clothing two active little bodies in
fresh garments. That her thoughts were not with her fingers was evident;
but not until the summoning bell from the drawing-room gave her a few
minutes' respite from duty did she have an opportunity really to think.
Even then she could not think lucidly or connectedly. Always before her
eyes was Burke Denby's face, ardent, pleading, confident. And he
expected-- Before she saw him again she must be ready, she knew, with
her answer. But how _could_ she answer?
Helen Barnet was lonely, heartsick, and frightened--a combination that
could hardly aid in the making of a wise, unprejudiced decision,
especially when one was very much in love. And Helen Barnet knew that
she was that.
Less than two years before, Helen Barnet had been the petted daughter of
a village storekeeper in a small Vermont town. Then, like the proverbial
thunderbolt, had come death and financial disaster, throwing her on her
own resources. And not until she had attempted to utilize those
resources for her support, had she found how frail they were.
Though the Barnets had not been wealthy, the village store had been
profitable; and Helen (the only child) had been almost as greatly
overindulged as was Burke Denby himself. Being a very pretty girl, she
had become the village belle before she donned long dresses. Having been
shielded from work and responsibility, and always carefully guarded from
everything unpleasant, she was poorly equipped for a struggle of any
sort, even aside from the fact that there was, apparently, nothing that
she could do well enough to be paid for doing it. In the past twenty
months she had obtained six positions--and had abandoned five of them:
two because of incompetency, two because of lack of necessary strength,
one because her beauty was plainly making the situation intolerable. For
three months now she had been nurse to Masters Paul and Percy Allen. She
liked Mrs. Allen, and she liked the children. But the care, the
confinement, the never-ending task of dancing attendance upon the whims
and tempers of two active little boys, was proving to be not a little
irksome to young blood unused to the restraints of self-sacrifice. Then,
suddenly, there had come the visit to the Denby homestead, and the
advent into her life of Burke Denby; and now here, quite within her
reach, if she could believe her eyes and ears, was this dazzling,
unbelievable thing--Burke Denby's love.
Helen Barnet knew all about love. Had she not lisped its praises in odes
to the moon in her high-school days? It had to do with flowers and music
and angels. On the old porch back home--what was it that long-haired boy
used to read to her? Oh, Tennyson. That was it.
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