"Ay, but I be, and comin' back alone, if the Lord be marciful. The
missus has been terrible bad this two months and more; Squire's in
foreign parts; and food-stuffs such as the old woman wants is hard
buying for poor folks. The stocking's empty, now 'tis the pig must
go, and I believe he'd be glad for to do the missus a turn; she were
terrible good to him, were the missus, and fond, too. I dursn't tell
her he was to go; she'd sooner starve than lose poor Dick's pig. Well,
we'd best be movin'; 'tis a fairish step."
The pig followed comprehending and docile, and as the quaint couple
passed from sight I thought I heard Brother Death stir in the shadow.
He is a strong angel and of great pity.
V
THERE is always a little fire of wood on the open hearth in the kitchen
when I get home at night; the old lady says it is "company" for her,
and sits in the lonely twilight, her knotted hands lying quiet on her
lap, her listening eyes fixed on the burning sticks.
I wonder sometimes whether she hears music in the leap and lick of the
fiery tongues, music such as he of Bayreuth draws from the violins till
the hot energy of the fire spirit is on us, embodied in sound.
Surely she hears some voice, that lonely old woman on whom is set the
seal of great silence?
It is a great truth tenderly said that God builds the nest for the
blind bird; and may it not be that He opens closed eyes and unstops
deaf ears to sights and sounds from which others by these very senses
are debarred?
Here the best of us see through a mist of tears men as trees walking;
it is only in the land which is very far off and yet very near that
we shall have fulness of sight and see the King in His beauty; and I
cannot think that any listening ears listen in vain.
The coppice at our back is full of birds, for it is far from the road
and they nest there undisturbed year after year. Through the still
night I heard the nightingales calling, calling, until I could bear it
no longer and went softly out into the luminous dark.
The little wood was manifold with sound, I heard my little brothers who
move by night rustling in grass and tree. A hedgehog crossed my path
with a dull squeak, the bats shrilled high to the stars, a white owl
swept past me crying his hunting note, a beetle boomed suddenly in my
face; and above and through it all the nightingales sang--and sang!
The night wind bent the listening trees, and the stars yearned
earthward to hear the song of deathless love. Louder and louder the
wonderful notes rose and fell in a passion of melody; and then sank to
rest on that low thrilling call which it is said Death once heard, and
stayed his hand.
They will scarcely sing again this year, these nightingales, for they
are late on the wing as it is. It seems as if on such nights they sang
as the swan sings, knowing it to be the last time--with the lavish note
of one who bids an eternal farewell.
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