Forethought and preparation for the Future which shall be; farewell,
because of the Future which may never be--for us; "Man, thou hast
goods laid up for many years, and it is well; but, remember, this
night _thy_ soul may be required"; is the unvoiced lesson of autumn.
There is growing up among us a great fear; it stares at us white,
wide-eyed, from the faces of men and women alike--the fear of pain,
mental and bodily pain. For the last twenty years we have waged war
with suffering--a noble war when fought in the interest of the many,
but fraught with great danger to each individual man. It is the fear
which should not be, rather than the 'hope which is in us,' that leads
men in these days to drape Death in a flowery mantle, to lay stress
on the shortness of parting, the speedy reunion, to postpone their
good-byes until the last moment, or avoid saying them altogether; and
this fear is a poor, ignoble thing, unworthy of those who are as gods,
knowing good and evil. We are still paying the price of that knowledge;
suffering in both kinds is a substantial part of it, and brings its
own healing. Let us pay like men, our face to the open heaven, neither
whimpering like children in the dark, nor lulled to unnecessary
oblivion by some lethal drug; for it is manly, not morbid, to dare to
taste the pungent savour of pain, the lingering sadness of farewell
which emphasises the aftermath of life; it should have its place in
all our preparation as a part of our inheritance we dare not be without.
There is an old couple in our village who are past work. The married
daughter has made shift to take her mother and the parish half-crown,
but there is neither room nor food for the father, and he must go to
N----. If husband and wife went together, they would be separated at
the workhouse door. The parting had to come; it came yesterday. I saw
them stumbling lamely down the road on their last journey together,
walking side by side without touch or speech, seeing and heeding
nothing but a blank future. As they passed me the old man said gruffly,
"'Tis far eno'; better be gettin' back"; but the woman shook her head,
and they breasted the hill together. At the top they paused, shook
hands, and separated; one went on, the other turned back; and as the
old woman limped blindly by I turned away, for there are sights a man
dare not look upon. She passed; and I heard a child's shrill voice say,
"I come to look for you, gran"; and I thanked God that there need be no
utter loneliness in the world while it holds a little child.
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