I then, with my craving for tree and sky, held that a great capital
with its stir of life and death, of toil and strife and pleasure, was
an ill place for a sick man to wait in; a place to shrink from as a
child shrinks from the rude blow of one out of authority. Yet here, far
from moor and forest, hillside and hedgerow, in the family sitting-room
of the English-speaking peoples, the London much misunderstood, I
find the fulfilment by antithesis of all desire. For the loneliness
of the moorland, there is the warmth and companionship of London's
swift beating heart. For silence there is sound--the sound and stir
of service--for the most part far in excess of its earthly equivalent.
Against the fragrant incense of the pines I set the honest sweat of the
man whose lifetime is the measure of his working day. "He that loveth
not his brother whom he hath seen, how shall he love God whom he hath
not seen?" wrote Blessed John, who himself loved so much that he beheld
the Lamb as it had been slain from the beginning when Adam fell, and
the City of God with light most precious. The burden of corporate sin,
the sword of corporate sorrow, the joy of corporate righteousness; thus
we become citizens in the Kingdom of God, and companions of all his
creatures. "It is not good that the man should be alone," said the Lord
God.
I live now as it were in two worlds, the world of sight, and the world
of sound; and they scarcely ever touch each other. I hear the grind of
heavy traffic, the struggle of horses on the frost-breathed ground, the
decorous jolt of omnibuses, the jangle of cab bells, the sharp warning
of bicycles at the corner, the swift rattle of costers' carts as they
go south at night with their shouting, goading crew. All these things
I hear, and more; but I see no road, only the silent river of my heart
with its tale of wonder and years, and the white beat of seagulls'
wings in strong inquiring flight.
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