Last night there was a sudden clatter of hoofs, a shout, and then
silence. A runaway cab-horse, a dark night, a wide crossing, and a
heavy burden: so death came to a poor woman. People from the house went
out to help; and I heard of her, the centre of an unknowing curious
crowd, as she lay bonnetless in the mud of the road, her head on the
kerb. A rude but painless death: the misery lay in her life; for this
woman--worn, white-haired, and wrinkled--had but fifty years to set
against such a condition. The policeman reported her respectable,
hard-working, living apart from her husband with a sister; but although
they shared rooms, they "did not speak," and the sister refused all
responsibility; so the parish buried the dead woman, and thus ended an
uneventful tragedy.
Was it her own fault? If so, the greater pathos. The lonely souls that
hold out timid hands to an unheeding world have their meed of interior
comfort even here, while the sons of consolation wait on the threshold
for their footfall: but God help the soul that bars its own door! It
is kicking against the pricks of Divine ordinance, the ordinance of a
triune God; whether it be the dweller in crowded street or tenement
who is proud to say, "I keep myself to myself," or Seneca writing in
pitiful complacency, "Whenever I have gone among men, I have returned
home less of a man." Whatever the next world holds in store, we are
bidden in this to seek and serve God in our fellow-men, and in the
creatures of His making whom He calls by name.
It was once my privilege to know an old organ-grinder named Gawdine.
He was a hard swearer, a hard drinker, a hard liver, and he fortified
himself body and soul against the world: he even drank alone, which is
an evil sign.
One day to Gawdine sober came a little dirty child, who clung to his
empty trouser leg--he had lost a limb years before--with a persistent
unintelligible request. He shook the little chap off with a blow and
a curse; and the child was trotting dismally away, when it suddenly
turned, ran back, and held up a dirty face for a kiss.
Two days later Gawdine fell under a passing dray which inflicted
terrible internal injuries on him. They patched him up in hospital, and
he went back to his organ-grinding, taking with him two friends--a
pain which fell suddenly upon him to rack and rend with an anguish
of crucifixion, and the memory of a child's upturned face. Outwardly
he was the same save that he changed the tunes of his organ, out of
long-hoarded savings, for the jigs and reels which children hold dear,
and stood patiently playing them in child-crowded alleys, where pennies
are not as plentiful as elsewhere.
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