"_Sphæra cujus centrum ubique, circumferentia nullibi_," was said of
Mercury, that messenger of the gods who marshalled reluctant spirits
to the Underworld; and for Mercury we may write Life with Death as
its great sacrament of brotherhood and release, to be dreaded only as
we dread to partake unworthily of great benefits. Like all sacraments
it has its rightful time and due solemnities; the horror and sin of
suicide lie in the presumption of free will, the forestalling of a
gift,--the sin of Eve in Paradise, who took that which might only be
given at the hand of the Lord. It has too its physical pains, but they
are those of a woman in travail, and we remember them no more for
joy that a child-man is born into the world naked and not ashamed:
beholding ourselves as we are we shall see also the leaves of the Tree
of Life set for the healing of the nations.
We are slowly, very slowly, abandoning our belief in sudden and
violent transitions for a surer and fuller acceptance of the doctrine
of evolution; but most of us still draw a sharp line of demarcation
between this world and the next, and expect a radical change in
ourselves and our surroundings, a break in the chain of continuity
entirely contrary to the teaching of nature and experience. In the same
way we cling to the specious untruth that we can begin over and over
again in this world, forgetting that while our sorrow and repentance
bring sacramental gifts of grace and strength, God Himself cannot, by
His own limitation, rewrite the Past. We are in our sorrow that which
we have made ourselves in our sin; our temptations are there as well
as the way of escape. We are in the image of God. We create our world,
our undying selves, our heaven, or our hell. "_Qui creavit te sine te
non salvabit te sine te._" It is stupendous, magnificent, and most
appalling. A man does not change as he crosses the threshold of the
larger room. His personality remains the same, although the expression
of it may be altered. Here we have material bodies in a material
world--there, perhaps, ether bodies in an ether world. There is no
indecency in reasonable speculation and curiosity about the life to
come. One end of the thread is between our fingers, but we are haunted
for the most part by the snap of Atropos' shears.
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