Just now it is the summer of things; there is life and music
everywhere—in the stones themselves, and I live to-day beating out the
rhythmical hammer-song of The Ring. There is real physical joy in the
rise and swing of the arm, in the jar of a fair stroke, the split and
scatter of the quartz: I am learning to be ambidextrous, for why should
Esau sell his birthright when there is enough for both? Then the
rest-hour comes, bringing the luxurious ache of tired but not weary
limbs; and I lie outstretched and renew my strength, sometimes with my
face deep-nestled in the cool green grass, sometimes on my back looking
up into the blue sky which no wise man would wish to fathom.
The birds have no fear of me; am I not also of the brown brethren in my
sober fustian livery? They share my meals—at least the little dun-coated
Franciscans do; the blackbirds and thrushes care not a whit for such
simple food as crumbs, but with legs well apart and claws tense with
purchase they disinter poor brother worm, having first mocked him with
sound of rain. The robin that lives by the gate regards my heap of
stones as subject to his special inspection. He sits atop and practises
the trill of his summer song until it shrills above and through the
metallic clang of my strokes; and when I pause he cocks his tail, with a
humorous twinkle of his round eye which means—“What! shirking, big
brother?”—and I fall, ashamed, to my mending of roads.
The other day, as I lay with my face in the grass, I heard a gentle
rustle, and raised my head to find a hedge-snake watching me fearless,
unwinking. I stretched out my hand, picked it up unresisting, and put it
in my coat like the husbandman of old. Was he so ill-rewarded, I wonder,
with the kiss that reveals secrets? My snake slept in peace while I
hammered away with an odd quickening of heart as I thought how to me, as
to Melampus, had come the messenger—had come, but to ears deafened by
centuries of misrule, blindness, and oppression; so that, with all my
longing, I am shut out of the wondrous world where walked Melampus and
the Saint. To me there is no suggestion of evil in the little silent
creatures, harmless, or deadly only with the Death which is Life. The
beasts who turn upon us, as a rule maul and tear unreflectingly; with the
snake there is the swift, silent strike, the tiny, tiny wound, then sleep
and a forgetting.
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