Beatrice was to Dante the inclusion of belief. She was more to him than
he himself knew, far more to him after her death than before. And,
therefore, the analogy between the pictures has at core a common reality.
“It is expedient for you that I go away,” is constantly being said to us
as we cling earthlike to the outward expression, rather than to the
inward manifestation—and blessed are those who hear and understand, for
it is spoken only to such as have been with Him from the beginning. The
eternal mysteries come into time for us individually under widely
differing forms. The tiny child mothers its doll, croons to it, spends
herself upon it, why she cannot tell you; and we who are here in our
extreme youth, never to be men and women grown in this world, nurse our
ideal, exchange it, refashion it, call it by many names; and at last in
here or hereafter we find in its naked truth the Child in the manger,
even as the Wise Men found Him when they came from the East to seek a
great King. There is but one necessary condition of this finding; we
must follow the particular manifestation of light given us, never resting
until it rests—over the place of the Child. And there is but one
insurmountable hindrance, the extinction of or drawing back from the
light truly apprehended by us. We forget this, and judge other men by
the light of our own soul.
I think the old bishop must have understood it. He is my friend of
friends as he lies opposite my window in his alabaster sleep, clad in
pontifical robes, with unshod feet, a little island of white peace in a
many-coloured marble sea. The faithful sculptor has given every line and
wrinkle, the heavy eyelids and sunken face of tired old age, but withal
the smile of a contented child.
I do not even know my bishop’s name, only that the work is of the
thirteenth century; but he is good to company with through the day, for
he has known darkness and light and the minds of many men; most surely,
too, he has known that God fulfils Himself in strange ways, so with the
shadow of his feet upon the polished floor he rests in peace.
CHAPTER IV
ON Sunday my little tree was limned in white and the sparrows were
craving shelter at my window from the blizzard. Now the mild thin air
brings a breath of spring in its wake and the daffodils in the garden
wait the kisses of the sun. Hand-in-hand with memory I slip away down
the years, and remember a day when I awoke at earliest dawn, for across
my sleep I had heard the lusty golden-throated trumpeters heralding the
spring.
The air was sharp-set; a delicate rime frosted roof and road; the sea lay
hazy and still like a great pearl. Then as the sky stirred with flush
upon flush of warm rosy light, it passed from misty pearl to opal with
heart of flame, from opal to gleaming sapphire. The earth called, the
fields called, the river called—that pied piper to whose music a man
cannot stop his ears. It was with me as with the Canterbury pilgrims:—
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