I lie through the long hours and watch my bridge, which is set with
lights across the gloom; watch the traffic which is for me but so many
passing lamps telling their tale by varying height and brightness. I
hear under my window the sprint of over-tired horses, the rattle of
uncertain wheels as the street-sellers hasten south; the jangle of cab
bells as the theatre-goers take their homeward way; the gruff altercation
of weary men, the unmelodious song and clamorous laugh of women whose
merriment is wearier still. Then comes a time of stillness when the
light in the sky waxes and wanes, when the cloud-drifts obscure the
stars, and I gaze out into blackness set with watching eyes. No sound
comes from without but the voice of the night-wind and the cry of the
hour. The clock on the mantelpiece ticks imperatively, for a check has
fallen on the familiarity which breeds a disregard of common things, and
a reason has to be sought for each sound which claims a hearing. The
pause is wonderful while it lasts, but it is not for long. The working
world awakes, the poorer brethren take up the burden of service; the dawn
lights the sky; remembrance cries an end to forgetting.
Sometimes in the country on a night in early summer you may shut the
cottage door to step out into an immense darkness which palls heaven and
earth. Going forward into the embrace of the great gloom, you are as a
babe swaddled by the hands of night into helpless quiescence. Your feet
tread an unseen path, your hands grasp at a void, or shrink from the
contact they cannot realise; your eyes are holden; your voice would die
in your throat did you seek to rend the veil of that impenetrable
silence.
Shut in by the intangible dark, we are brought up against those worlds
within worlds blotted out by our concrete daily life. The working of the
great microcosm at which we peer dimly through the little window of
science; the wonderful, breathing earth; the pulsing, throbbing sap; the
growing fragrance shut in the calyx of to-morrow’s flower; the heart-beat
of a sleeping world that we dream that we know; and around, above, and
interpenetrating all, the world of dreams, of angels and of spirits.
It was this world which Jacob saw on the first night of his exile, and
again when he wrestled in Peniel until the break of day. It was this
world which Elisha saw with open eyes; which Job knew when darkness fell
on him; which Ezekiel gazed into from his place among the captives; which
Daniel beheld as he stood alone by the great river, the river Hiddekel.
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