"I came," said Gertrude, in a perfectly calm voice, and still looking
him steadily in the face, "in pursuance of the arrangement between us.
It was your whim, when last I saw you, to wish for my company here;
and you settled the time at which I was to come. My 'foolery' so far
consists in having exactly obeyed you."
"Your obedience is very charming," said Gilbert Lloyd with a sneer;
"and no doubt I should have enjoyed your company as much as I
generally do. Few men are blessed with wives embodying all the
cardinal virtues. But circumstances have changed since we made that
arrangement. I couldn't tell this man was going to die, I suppose?"
She had purposely turned her face away when her husband began to sneer
at her, and was pretending to occupy herself with opening her
travelling-bag; but as these words fell upon her ear, she drew herself
to her full height, and again looking steadily at him, said, "I
suppose not."
"You suppose not! Why, of course not! By heavens, it's enough to drive
a man to desperation to be tied for life to a white-faced cat like
this, who stands opposite him repeating his words, and shows no more
interest in him than--By Jove," he exclaimed, shaking his clenched
fist at her, "I feel as if I could knock the life out of you!"
To have been struck by him would have been no novel experience on
Gertrude's part. More than once in these paroxysms of temper he had
seized her roughly by the arm or shoulder, leaving the livid imprint
of his hand on her delicate flesh; and she fully expected that he
would strike her now. But as he spoke he had been hastily pacing the
room; and it was not until he stopped to menace her that he looked in
her face, and saw there an expression such as he had never seen
before. Anger, terror, misery, obstinacy, contempt,--all these
passions he had often seen mirrored in Gertrude's features, but never
the aversion, the horror, the loathing which now appeared there. The
look seemed to paralyse him, for in it he divined the feelings of
which it was the reflex. His extended arm dropped by his side, and his
whole manner changed, as he said, "There! enough of that! It was hard
enough for me to have the trouble of poor Gore's illness to fight
against, without anything else; and when you did come, Gertrude, I
thought--well"--pulling himself together, as it were, he bent forward
towards her, and with a soft look in his eyes and an inexpressible
tenderness in his voice, whispered, "I thought you might have brought
a word of cheer and comfort and--and love--to your poor old Gilbert,
who--"
While speaking he gradually drew near to her, and advanced his hand
until it touched her waist. Gertrude no sooner felt his clasp than,
with a short sharp cry as if of bodily pain, she withdrew herself from
it.
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