"No!" he replied with an oath; "why should I waste my time listening
to your string of querulous complaints? You want a separation, do you?
Well, I am not disposed to say 'no' to any reasonable request; but if
I agree to this, mind, it's not to be the usual business."
Finding he paused, Gertrude said, "I scarcely understand you."
"Well, I mean that 'parting for ever' does not mean coming together
again next month, to live in a fool's paradise for a week, and then
hate each other worse than ever. If we part, we part for ever, which
means that we never meet again on earth--or rather, that we begin life
afresh, with the recollection of the last few months completely
expunged. We have neither of us any relations to worry us with
attempts at reconciliation; not half-a-dozen men know of the fact of
my having been married, and none of them have ever seen you. So that
on both sides we start entirely free. It is not very likely that we
shall ever run across each other's path in the future; but if we do,
we meet as entire strangers, and the fact of our having been anything
to one another must never be brought forward to prejudice any scheme
in which either of us may be engaged. Do you follow me?"
"Perfectly."
"And does what I propose meet your views?"
"Entirely."
"That's right. Curious," said Lloyd, with a short, sharp
laugh,--"curious that just as we are about to part, we should begin to
agree. However, you're right, I suppose; we could not hit it; we were
always having tremendous rows, and now each of us can go our own way;
and," he added, under his breath, as he glanced at Gertrude's
expressive face and trim figure, "I don't think I've had the worst of
the bargain."
After a moment's silence, Lloyd said, "What do you propose to do?"
"I have no schemes at present," Gertrude replied; "and if I had, you
have no right to ask about them."
"You've not taken long to shake off your harness, by Jove!" said Lloyd
bitterly. "However, whatever you do hereafter, you must have something
to start with now." He took out a pocket-book, and counted from it
some bank-notes. "I've not done so badly as people thought," said he;
"and here are two hundred pounds, all my available capital. Yon shall
have half of this--here it is." He pushed a roll of notes towards her.
She took it without a word, and placed it in her travelling-bag.
"You'll sleep here to-night, I suppose; and had better clear out of
this place early to-morrow. I shall have to stay until after the
funeral. And now, I suppose, that's about all?"
"All," said Gertrude, taking up her travelling-bag and moving towards
the door.
"Won't you--won't you say 'good-bye'?" said Lloyd, putting out his
hand as she passed him.
Gertrude made him no reply; but she gathered her dress tightly round
her, as though to preserve it from his touch; and on glancing at her
face Gilbert Lloyd saw there the same look of horror and loathing
which had paralysed him even in the midst of his furious rage.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account