"My plan for the future is this: I have 100_l_., and a voice whose
quality you know, and which has improved since I was at the Vale
House; so that I know it to be of the best kind, and in the best
order, for concert-singing at least, perhaps ultimately for opera. I
intend to become a public singer; but I must have more teaching, and
the means of living in the mean time; so that the small sum in my
possession may be expended upon the teaching and training of my voice.
From many indications, which I perfectly remember, but need not enter
into here, I have reason to believe that I was a profitable pupil to
you; that from some source unknown to me you received sums of money
for my maintenance and education of an amount which was very well
worth having. I do not say this in any way to disparage the habitual
kindness with which you treated me, and which I have always
acknowledged gratefully, bat because I am about to propose a bargain
to you, and wish to assure myself that I have some grounds for doing
so, and for counting upon your acquiescence.
"Will you receive me at the Vale House for one year free of charge, in
the capacity of a teacher for the junior classes, and giving me
sufficient time to enable me to take music-lessons and practise
singing? If you will do this, and thus enable me, if I find my voice
fulfils my expectations, to earn a livelihood for myself in an
independent fashion, I will undertake to repay the cost out of my
earnings. Possessing, as you do, the knowledge, if not of my
parentage, at least of some person who became voluntarily responsible
for my support during several years, you may perhaps be able, unless I
am considered to have sacrificed all claim on my unknown connections
by my marriage, to procure from them a little more assistance for me;
but you must not make any attempt to do so if such an attempt should
involve the revelation of my secret. I presume, if anyone exists whom
it concerned, you made known my marriage. That circumstance is the
last to be known about me; henceforth Gertrude Lloyd has no more
existence than Gertrude Keith.
"If you should accede to my request, it will be necessary for me to
know whether any of the girls now under your charge were at the Vale
House when I left it, also whether you have any servants now likely to
recognise me. I shall await your answer with much anxiety. Should it
be unfavourable, I must endeavour to devise some other method of
carrying out the fixed purpose of my future life; and at present no
possible alternative presents itself to my mind. In conclusion, I beg
that you will decide quickly. I shall be here only one week; that
expired, if you do not answer me, or if you answer me unfavourably, I
must face the problem to which just now I see no solution. Address
Miss Grace Lambert.--Yours sincerely,
"Gertrude Lloyd."
CHAPTER IV.
Settled.
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