Lord Sandilands sighed heavily as he sat down in a deep leather chair
by the window, which opened into a small verandah, with trellised
walls well clothed with creeping plants, and tiled with cool
quaint-patterned porcelain. A light iron staircase led thence to the
garden, which, though unavoidably towny, was cool, pretty, and
well-cared for. The summer air passed lightly over the flowers, and
carried their fresh morning breath to the old man. But he did not meet
its perfume gladly; it had no soothing, no refreshing influence for
him. He moved uneasily, as though some painful association had come to
him with the scented breeze; then rose impatiently, and shut the
window down, and paced the room from end to end. "A wonderful
likeness," he muttered; "quite too close for accident. There is more
expression, more power in the face, but just the same beauty. Yes, it
must be so; but why have I not been told?"--He stopped before a table,
and tapped it with his fingers. "And yet, why should I have been told?
I made the conditions, I defined the rules myself; and why should I
wonder that they have not been broken? What beauty and what talent!
Who would have thought it of poor Gerty's child!--for her child and
mine, Grace Lambert is, I am certain. What a strange sudden shock it
was to me! I wonder if anyone perceived it--thought I was ill,
perhaps. The room was hot and overcrowded, as usual; and Lady Carabas
cackled more unbearably than ever; still, I hope I did not make a fool
of myself; I hope I did not look upset."
Thus, Lord Saudi lands, true to the ruling principles of his order and
his age, was disturbed in the midst of greater and deeper disturbance,
and even diverted from his thoughts of it, by the dread so touchingly
proper to every British mind, that he had been betrayed into emotion,
into any departure from the unruffled and impassive calm which British
society demands.
At this stage of his soliloquy Lord Sandilands looked at himself in
the chimney-glass, passed his aristocratically slender fingers through
his aristocratically fine silver hair, and assured himself that his
outward man had not suffered from the internal perturbation and
surprise which he had experienced. This critical examination
concluded, he resumed his walk and his soliloquy, which we need not
follow in form. Its matter was as follows:
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