Gilbert Lloyd's friends--by which expression is meant the men of the
set in which he regularly lived--saw little of Mrs. Lloyd, who was
popularly supposed by them to be next to a nonentity, Lloyd being a
man who "always had his own way." And indeed, so far as those words
were ordinarily understood, Gilbert Lloyd's acquaintances were right.
For months and months his comings and goings, his long absences, his
conduct while at home, had been uncommented upon by Gertrude, save in
the expression of her face and in the tone of her voice. But these,
even at such rare intervals as he was subjected to them, were quite
enough to goad a man of his temperament, by nature irritable, and
rendered doubly petulant by the exciting life he led; and the
knowledge that he was free from them for ever, came to him with
immense relief. He was "on his own hook" now, and had the world before
him as much as he had before he committed the ridiculous error of
letting his passion get the better of his prudence, and so binding a
burden on to his back. A burden! yes, she had been a burden--a useless
helpless dead-weight--even when his fleeting passion for her began to
wane, he had hopes that after all he had not done such a bad thing in
marrying her. To a man who looked for his prey amongst the young and
inexperienced, a pretty woman would always prove a useful assistant,
and Gilbert Lloyd at one time thought of using his wife as a lure and
a bait. But any hopes of this nature which he may have entertained
were speedily uprooted. "Right-thinking" Gertrude Lloyd certainly was
not; of mental obliquity in the matter of distinguishing between good
and evil, she had her full share; but she was as proud as Lucifer, and
her pride stepped in to her aid where better qualities might not have
interfered. Her natural quickness enabled her at once to see through
her husband's designs, and she told him plainly and promptly that he
must seek elsewhere for a confederate; nay more, when Lloyd would have
insisted on her presiding at his table, and making herself agreeable
to his friends, her resistance, hitherto passive, became active; she
threatened to make known some of his proceedings, which would have
seriously compromised him in the eyes of persons with whom he wished
to stand well, and neither entreaties nor commands could alter her
resolution.
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