Rome -- History -- Republic, 265-30 B.C. -- Fiction
"She sleeps"—she said, looking at her wistfully—"she sleeps! Aye! the
young sleep easily, even in their affliction. They sleep, and forget their
sorrows, and awaken, either to fresh woes, as soon to be obliterated, or
to vain joys, yet briefer, and more fleeting. Thoughtlessness to the
young—anguish to the old—such is mortality! And what beyond?—aye,
what?—what that we should so toil, so suffer, to be virtuous? Is it a
dream, all a dream—this futurity? I fear so"—and, with the words, she
lapsed into a fit of solemn meditation, and stood for many minutes silent,
and absorbed. Then a keen light came into her dark eyes, a flash of
animation coloured her pale cheeks, she stretched her arms aloft, and in a
clear sonorous voice—"No! no!" she said, "Honour—honour—immortal honour;
thou, at least, art no dream—thou art worth dying, suffering, aye! worth
_living_ to obtain! For what is life but the deeper sorrow, to the more
virtuous and the nobler?"
A few minutes longer she stood gazing on her daughter’s beautiful face,
until the sound of voices louder than usual, and a slight bustle, in the
peristyle, attracted her attention. Then, after throwing a pallium, or
shawl, of richly embroidered woollen stuff over the fair form of the
sleeper, she opened the door leading to the garden colonnade, and left the
room silently.
Scarcely had Hortensia disappeared, before the opposite door, by which the
saloon communicated with the atrium, was opened, and a slave entered,
bearing a small folded note, secured by a waxen seal, on a silver plate.
He approached Julia’s chair, apparently in some hesitation, as if he felt
that it was his duty, and was yet half afraid to awaken her. At length,
however, he made up his mind, and addressed a word or two to her, which
were sufficiently distinct to arouse her—for she started up and gazed
wildly about her—but left no clear impression of their meaning on her
mind.
This, however, the man did not appear to notice; at all events, he did not
wait to observe the effect of his communication, but quitted the room
hastily, and in considerable trepidation, leaving the note on the table.
Julia was sleeping very heavily, at the moment when she was so startled
from her slumber; and, as is not unfrequently the case, a sort of
bewilderment and nervous agitation fell upon her, as she recovered her
senses. Perhaps she had been dreaming, and the imaginary events of her
dream had blended themselves with the real occurrence which awakened her.
But for a minute or two, though she saw the note, and the person who laid
it on the table, she could neither bring it to her mind who that person
was, nor divest herself of the impression that there was something both
dangerous and supernatural in what had passed.
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