The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical NovelKirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
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The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical Novel
Kirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
Black Hawk War, 1832 -- Fiction
"My child, my sweet child, come back to me! Speak to your mother! Open
your eyes and smile, sweet one! O God, he does not breathe; he’s dead,
my darling boy!" she cried at last, relaxing her efforts in a paroxysm
of grief; but I, regaining my senses as quickly as I had lost them,
clasped her about the neck and kissed her, crying out:
"I am not dead, mother, though I thought I’d lost you and pap, I was so
long away and the water was so cold."
"Oh, my sweet child!" was all the answer she could make, as she buried
her face in the soft pillow beside my own.
"Did you think I’d never come?" I asked caressing her hair and face.
"We heard you call back that you would bring us help, but we could see
no way, and were given over to despair and death when at last you
reached us. Oh, you were brave, my darling, to have planned as you did.
Surely God must have guided you."
"He did, dear mother, and except for your prayer I’d never have reached
the shore or known what to do once I got there"; and this, her prayer to
the good Lord to protect her son, has been a legacy of love and
tenderness to me to this day. For throughout all my life the sweet
vision has not faded, nor will to the end, nor afterward, I must
believe.
My father, now that the danger was past, appeared much cast down, and so
sat silent and despondent beside the pallet on which I lay. Seeing him,
I cried:
"Oh, pap, you looked so brave and grand as you struggled in the water!
and when I saw you with mother clinging about your neck I never loved
you half so much"; and reaching up I pulled him down and kissed him, and
doing so, my face was wet as with rain with his tears.
"Except for you, my son, our struggle had been in vain; for in a few
minutes we should have been drawn into the rapids, and that would have
been the end. I am glad you have shown yourself so strong, my child,
for your mother will soon need your young arms, I fear, for strength and
life seem forever dead within me," he answered, in a voice so full of
lugubrious forebodings that I cried out as if some great misfortune hung
over us. My mother, too, burying her face in my bosom, also began to
weep, and thus, despite our being saved, we all mourned as if some
dreadful mishap threatened.
"Oh, pap," I answered at last, "I’m too small to do more than love you
and come to you for everything I want, but we’ve got ourselves, and what
more is there? When I’m a man I’ll give you all I have, and we will
make mother love us more and more every day."
To this he made no response, save a sob and the pressure of his hand,
which was icy cold. Nor did he ever afterward speak to me in the old
way, for from that time a dreadful melancholy seized him, which never
departed nor lightened, but grew steadily darker each day until the end.
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