The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical NovelKirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
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The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical Novel
Kirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
Black Hawk War, 1832 -- Fiction
Nor are we less sincere in youth because the glass that reflects the
image of our love to-day shadows forth another picture quite as
attractive on the morrow. All are real, and add to the attractiveness
of men’s lives, as does every comforting or ennobling thought. The
opening prospect of youth ever mirrors the present to the exclusion of
the future, for which it has no thought; and, similarly, the newness of
the world and its constant changes crowd out the imagery of yesterday
with the expectations of to-day. For that which is past there is, for
the present, no retrospective glance. Its attachments and delusions,
however, are none the less real, and though seemingly without purpose,
serve to enrich the heart and build up a love of life’s graces that
sweetens and softens the character of men forever afterward. Lacking
such food, the mind and heart are deficient in the things that make men
something more than animals. For the imagery of life, be it good or
bad, has its growth in youth, but its pictures pass so quickly, one upon
the other, that only in after years do they recur to charm our lives
with their reflected glow or darken it with their somber shadows.
These thoughts, however trite they may be, recur to me now when I recall
the memory of my mother. So long as she lived she possessed my
tenderest affection, and nowhere except in her could I discern all that
was good and beautiful in woman. While, however, I set her thus apart,
a being to revere and worship, other imaginings of which I was not
conscious were already beginning to light the fires of love along the
pathway of my opening life. Looking back now over the fast-fading years
of my youth, I cannot recall any period that did not thus have its
imagery of love—its reflection of a youthful face set about with some
sweet femininity that attracted and held me, but unobtrusively as a lily
might take my fancy or the green of a meadow bordered about with trees
and flowers. Such impressions have no consciousness at the time, and
are doubly tender and lasting because thus expressionless; for woven in
with the little things of life, they form the ideals of our youth and
the tender strands that expand the heart and make mature existence
tolerable.
In my mother I saw perfection, and if I found in another some sweet
intrusion of character or line of beauty, it was but a reflection of
something more perfect in her. Because of this great love, I have ever
esteemed it the most happy circumstance of my being that at the time of
losing her there should have come into my life one who was like her in
gentleness and sweetness of character. So that while I ever cherished
her memory with tenderest affection, I could never afterward picture her
as different in any way from the sweet being who now came to take her
place in all the dreams and longings of my life.
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