The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical NovelKirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
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The Romance of Gilbert Holmes: An Historical Novel
Kirkman, Marshall M. (Marshall Monroe)
Black Hawk War, 1832 -- Fiction
Thus we regarded each other, I thankful for my escape, and she showing
plainly how happy she was to have in some way aided it. As we thus
contemplated each other a strange thing happened, for from her young
face, as I looked, the timid dependence of youth faded away, and in its
place there came the look and presence of a woman; this as plainly as
the dawn is merged in the light of day. Nor could I ever afterward
think of her otherwise. There was a change in me, too, no less real.
For as I stood watching her, every boyish feeling fell from me as if it
had never been, and from that time on I thought and felt as men feel.
Thus quickly and surely do sorrow and loneliness of life rob our youth
of its sweet prerogative. Whether she was conscious of any change or
not I do not know, but henceforth she was different, as I say. In that
moment, too, as we looked into each other’s eyes, the true and
unquestioning love that we ever afterward bore each other stood
revealed. This I know for myself, though the truth of it as regards her
I was not conscious of at the time, not being wise in such matters; but
while we stood thus, her eyes fell before mine and her face flushed, and
all at once she became possessed of a shyness not like her at all. So
that instead of coming to me as she had done before, she busied herself
about the room, lighting first one candle and then another, until the
whole apartment was ablaze. This, too, with such show of embarrassment
that I stood gazing in wonder, not understanding the one nor the other.
When there were no more candles to light and she had regained some
control of herself, she turned to me, saying simply:
"This is your room, Gilbert."
"It’s a fine one, and I hope it will be a long time before I shall have
to give it up," I answered, the thought of leaving sending a chill to my
heart.
"Maybe you will not have to go at all; or if you do, not far," she
answered, with a reassuring smile.
"Uncle Job lives a great way off, if I’m to go with him," I answered,
not much comforted.
"Perhaps your aunt will give you up, now she sees you do not care to
live with her; then you can go and come as you please," she replied, her
face lighting up as if she thought it might be so.
"No, Constance, aunt will never do that. She never gave up anything on
which she had set her heart," I answered; but even as I spoke my
feelings changed, and so I went on without stopping: "I’ll not go with
Uncle Job, but will stay here. Why not? Aunt Jane’s never harmed me";
and on the moment all my fear and hatred of her vanished, so averse was
I to being separated from the dear girl before me. Hearing me,
Constance smiled her approval, as if she too thought that the best way,
and presently, looking about, asked:
"How do you like your room, Gilbert? I hope it will please you."
"I never saw anything half so fine before," I answered, staring about
me.
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