In her visions--strange contradiction of human nature--and in her
holiest thoughts of the beloved Mother and her Son, the face of the
priest of Buddha would intrude.
Her prayers finished, she put on her most faded and meanest robe, laid
aside all her customary adornments and jewels, save only her veil and
her rosary, and, attended by a host of fond relatives and slaves, and
among them the priest her brother, and Maha Sâp in a layman's dress,
went her way barefooted to the chapel, where she solemnly recanted the
errors of Buddhism, and was baptized into the church of Christ.
Again the merry bells were rung, and on the dark face of the priest of
Tâmsèng might be seen
"The slow wise smile, that round about
His dusty forehead dryly curled,
Seemed half within and half without,
And full of dealings with the world."
A month after her baptism, Mariâ, as Rungeah was now named, was
selected, on account of her great piety and devotion, to be one of the
female wardens of the chapel.
This distinction she enjoyed with six other girls, whose duty it was
to dust and sweep the chapel, clean the lamps and the gold and silver
candlesticks, and to dress the altar with fresh flowers.[42]
Saturday was the day appointed to Mariâ to serve in the chapel, and
a lovely warden was the gentle Cambodian girl. She had given up the
dangerous book to her father confessor. But the handful of crumpled
flowers still nestled under her pillow, and her secret preference
for Maha-Sâp was deeply hidden in her heart; and yet it proved an
impenetrable barrier, as long as she lived, between her and her
confessor.
It was touching to see this girl at her duties in the chapel. After the
floor had been swept, and the candlesticks polished and replenished
with fresh candles, and the flowers arranged in the vases in the
niches, and the garlands hung over the images of the gods and the
saints, she would kneel at the foot of the sad Christ, after having
touched with her lips the nailed and bleeding feet, praying to him to
make her as noble and as self-sacrificing as himself, and to the tender
Mother to intercede for her at the throne of grace.
One Saturday evening, Mariâ, having spent a comfortless day within
herself, repaired to the chapel as usual, attended only by the
oars-women, to open it for the evening service. She opened wide the
doors, and sat herself down under the cross. There were rays of comfort
emanating from that figure nailed on it forever, that had now become
very precious to her.
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