"'I see that I must get to my explanation quickly,' he apologised.
'May I sit down? Thank you.... That lady, as you have guessed, is
my wife. Or, more correctly, she was my wife until two years ago.
Since when she has been so only in name. I use the language of
convention so that you may the more quickly understand me.... She
loved me, but she ceased to love me. It happens thus. And though I
love her still, it is without fire or passion; it is not the love
of a possesser, but of a connoisseur. I love her as I love a vase,
a marble, any really beautiful thing. You understand?... We married
four years ago, in Paris. She is of the best Sicilian blood, but a
rebel, an _aristo_ in revolt. She believes in only one law, and that
is the law of lawlessness. We met without the formal courtesies of an
introduction--if I may draw a parallel, as you and she met a few hours
ago. And again, since I am as sensitive a person as yourself--it is
our charm, my dear sir--the same happened to me four years ago as to
you to-night. The night took wings, and carried us away to the very
pinnacles of wonderful adventure--she and I, king and queen of more
than one world! To the very pinnacles of that enchanting adventure
towards which the poets and philosophers of ages have been vainly
scrambling, that adventure for which cities have been sacked and
battles won. You, too, have been on those heights, and you know. In
most men's lives those heights are never attained, but you and I have
been supremely fortunate. _I_ regret nothing.... Night became morning,
romance became life. The adventure ended. And I found myself in the
street, with her last command ringing in my ears, not to look where
the house was, to forget--everything! The Seine seemed alluring to my
agony.... But I am Italian, I have at least the courage of my passions,
and so I broke my promise. I called the very next afternoon. And how
can I express to you, even now, my great surprise at the warmness of my
reception! For the fingers with which I had given the _concierge_ my
card had trembled with fear--had she not commanded me never to see her
again! But it needed only one second of her presence to soothe my fear,
she was so gay, so cordial, so quite delighted to see me! No word of
any promise, no word of last night, passed her lips--we had met before,
that is all! But we were not long together before another joined
us--a short _chic_ little man, of an agreeable air. He looked that
rarest of all human beings, a banker from whom it would be a pleasure
to borrow money. And as he came towards us I wondered if this was yet
one more slave of this marvellous lamp, but she introduced him to my
bewilderment as her husband. And then--imagine it--presented me to him
as her future husband! All in the most casual and un-ostentatious way,
as though she were performing a mere formality; and as such, indeed,
this amazing husband accepted it. For instead of knocking me down,
he bowed politely and took my hand.
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