"I had already two fairly successful plays to my name; and so, among
the thousand and one people of my first drawing-rooms, I can't remember
exactly how I met Mrs. Richmond, unless it was at a bridge party, for
she was a fearsome player even at that early stage of the damnable
game. Fearsome she was, I said; but only in spades and clubs. She
is the only woman I've never really been terrified of in my life,
bless her dear kind heart! A huge, vast woman, with a vast expanse of
genial face, and fair hair, and a rumbling rasping voice that caught
you behind the shoulders and made you smile sheepishly. She had no
right to be a woman, she ought to have been a stockbroker, with a
terrified, adoring little wife and a large place in the country. I'm
not exaggerating, she wasn't fat, she was massive--simply exuding
luxury, terror, and kindliness. Yes, that rumbling, rasping voice said
the most encouraging things to a not-very-conceited young playwright;
who, I like to think, fascinated by the kindliness of that vast terror,
perhaps stood behind its chair all that afternoon and watched it take
the odd trick, or know the reason why not, my dear partner?...
"And not very many days later, on a lazy afternoon one October, he
was sending in his name from the doorway of a house in Rutland Gate,
vaguely hoping that she was not at home so that he could wander about
the Park for an hour or two. But within the next few minutes he was in
an unconventional little grey room upstairs, certainly not the usual
drawing-room of this large house, in half-hesitating talk with a girl
who had followed him in.
"He had swung round, as guiltily as one always does from the
examination of a strange room, when he heard the door open behind him;
and expecting, prepared for that large woman, he was suddenly struck
shy, absurdly stammering, when a slight thing, a girl, came towards
him with a smile and flushed cheeks and some quick nervous words. It
was surprising how slight she seemed! Her words and her flush showed
him that she was much more shy than he--why, she was only a girl!--and
this pulled him together into his experienced self, before he entirely
missed what she had begun to say.
"'My mother told me--' she was saying, but she had misjudged her
distance, and was now so close to me that she had to break in with a
'How d'you do?' and shake hands.... Then her eyelids fluttered, quite,
quite sincerely. But, beneath them, the brown eyes were apprising me
steadily all the time--she was one of those sweet things who valiantly
pretend that they can judge for themselves! Well, she would have to
like me, I decided.
"'You see,' she was going on quickly, 'when your card came up, mother
said at first that she wasn't at home--'
"'Thank you,' I said, and we both laughed like shy children.
"'You know I didn't mean--oh, dear, it's very difficult!' she broke in
helplessly. 'And I haven't even asked you to sit down yet!'
"'But I don't know if I'm to be allowed to stay!'
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