But as I still looked what she considered "unintelligent" about it she
rather brusquely suggested that I had better "come to dinner to-night
and see for yourself."
"You may have known the pair of them together well enough years ago,"
she said later, "but that _was_ years ago. And now with so much
experience, lives full of 'colour' and all that, to bridge their
memories of each other, each one has discovered the other one again.
Don't you think that's it? And that they've both quite naturally
improved in the discovering?... Silly men, of course, not to have been
decent about it long before, and saved you from nightmares and Antony
from going against the world. For I'm sure he wouldn't have made such
a fool of himself if Roger had been his friend. And as for Roger--why,
he has actually confessed to me that he hasn't one real friend whom
he likes! while all the time there was Antony under his very nose,
perhaps the only man who could touch anything in him. And you'll admit
that it's odd how the life Antony has led never seems to have made him
a great friend, for one always thought that men who lived his kind of
life in bars and places made many easy friends, even if they were only
down-at-heelers. But there seems to have been something that always
kept him apart, I don't know what, but something that has always given
one the idea of him as a quite special and solitary outsider: a good
drinking companion but a man who never really liked any one--and so
people never really liked him, I suppose. And all the while he never
had the sense to go to Roger and tell him not to be a fool so that
he needn't be one--for you have only to be with them for a moment to
realise the sympathy between them, and the similarity, too--"
"Oh, you've noticed that, have you?"
"Yes, you were right about that," she gallantly admitted. "It's a kind
of similarity that comes to you as a shock, it's so improbable on the
face of it--but, funnily enough, one seems somehow to have known of it
always. But I haven't got a psycho-analytical eye, and shall have to
see much more of them together before I shall understand anything more
about it than that Roger is the thin edge of the same wedge--though if
a wedge could have two thin ends and still be a wedge then Antony would
be the other one--oh, dear, you know what I mean...."
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