England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
There was nothing deliberately offensive to Gladys or to God in this
compromise. Christine dared not risk upsetting God (if He existed)
with her first letter. Nor dared she send Gladys--who was a rake and a
cynic--the tumbled hymn and song and stutter of thanksgiving, which God
(He must exist, if He sent me Douglas!) might commend as truthful.
[IV]
URSULA was jealous of Christine. Stretched and wry with jealousy.
And especially of Christine going to bed down the passage and the
three little steps, into her small room with the white walls, hearing
Doug’s good-night voice and look into solitude with her. Morning’s
awakening, to Ursula, was always a first sharp spring to the mind’s
realization of Christine’s lazy, englamoured awakening in the room;
and then a desperate longing to turn back, nauseated, from the flat,
heavy day to come ... to burrow her head once more into night’s quiet
dark wrappings ... until a shout from beside her, and a colossal leap
and thump of bedclothes and Doug combined, on to the floor, proclaimed
that her husband was awake and up, in full possession of his _joie de
vivre_.
One afternoon on their way home from the cove, Doug and Christine
quarreled:
“----I don’t care. It _is_ dirty to let a dog lick your mouth.”
“He jumps up. And anyway, it’s not like a strange dog.
Hi--Rough--Rough--good feller then----”
Rough, excited by his master’s shouts and gesticulations, jumped again
and again at Doug’s face, with frantic, ill-directed dabs.
“It may not be a strange dog,” Chris insisted, funnily fastidious on
this point, “but the tongue he’s licking you with has been in some
damned strange places.”
“I say, little girl, I--I wish you wouldn’t swear.”
“I wish you’d learn to be clean, then.”
“Clean?”
“Men! They’d die if they missed their hot bath and their cold plunge
and all the rest of it. Your sort of men.” She rolled over from her
back on to her front in the short grass dotted by Mrs. Thomas’ second
crop of haycocks; with chin propped in her hands, she gazed upwards at
Doug, and perversely, from her happiness in him, tried anew to prod him
to anger. “Baths aren’t everything, when you let a horrid dog run about
with his face in the dust and then let him--let him----” she was shy
of using the word kiss again. “It’s more than dirty, it’s filthy,” she
finished, half crying with the queer rich excitement of being in love.
“What’s the difference?” he teased her.
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