England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
It would crop up quite early in the term, he knew. And his father had
promised him an extra five bob for it. Five bob! _Well_ ... but
he was Head of the School. And, in a matter like this, to be mean!
If it were anything less solemn and patriotic and all that. He had
known, personally, Roger Groves, and Latimer Major, and Brown, and
Corbett--all among the Fallen. His would be the first name on the list.
He ought to set an example of two quid, at least. The Guv’nor didn’t
see it. He disapproved on principle of memorials when they took the
shape of gym-halls and playgrounds and free libraries ... said that
the Fallen would prefer the funds to be spent on providing employment
for their discharged comrades. Hal allowed some sense in this, but
he doubted if old Latimer were of the kind to worry much either way,
wherever he was. But he would have understood, fast enough, that
Hal, the first of Winborough’s athletic divinities, setting down his
subscription prominently at the top of the list, could not put forth
his Guv’nor’s principles as an excuse for shabbiness.
Five shillings. Add fifteen from his own pocket-money--and more than
this would absolutely cripple him for the term--and still he was a
pound short of what he wanted to give. Hal went into the Bank with Aunt
Lavvy’s cheque.
Banks are impersonal things; the money that pours out from them is
unlimited. It does not belong to the clerk, nor even to the branch
manager. So that, when he came out, and discovered, carelessly counting
the notes before thrusting them into his pocket, that he had one pound
more in hand then he had to pass over to Aunt Lavvy, he could not, in
his swift exultation, visualize any destination for the note except the
Memorial.
His imagination, already more exuberantly goat-footed than normal, that
morning, had had no time to subside, before this overwhelmingly magical
response came to his wish that the blemish might be neatly removed from
the radiance of all his tomorrows. His flood of relieved gratitude was
as simple as that of some boy of ancient Greece who recognizes, by a
gift dropped to his feet from Olympus, that he is indeed beloved of the
gods.
Could God really work miracles in this altogether decent fashion,
prompt, without excess, and without fuss? Hal didn’t call it God--he
felt, dimly, that this would be “swank.” But acknowledging that “luck”
had with intention singled him out, he called it luck with a shy
reverence that confessed a salute to the Deity behind it.
The lapse had occurred then. An uncanny moral lapse--but not a guilty
one. The guilt was later, when, his spirit snubbed by the fact that the
pound had not materialized out of nowhere to make him happy, he had not
once rapped out: “Here you are, Aunt Lavvy, the chap made a mistake,
and handed me out six of ’em....”
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