England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Nina, bursting open the door in her search for Aunt Lavvy, had thrown a
look of disgust at the “schoolroom mess” present, and rushed out again.
Lottie asked if she might carry up a cup of tea and some cake to
poor Hal. Aunt Lavvy’s face became smooth and uninterested. But Miss
Roberts, to Ursula’s horror, gave assent: “Do, dear, that will be very
nice of you.”
“You’re not to, Lottie,” Ursula cried passionately.
“Really, Ursula----”
“She’s only curious. Let her take Mother a cup if she wants a canteen
job.”
Aunt Lavvy said, with the faint lisp in her voice a little more
assertive than usual: “Do you know, Lottie darling, I’d have given
you the job of bringing my tea upstairs if I’d only had a little
sitting-room of my own. Food in one’s bedroom is not very tempting, is
it? But just today----”
She sighed. Then smiled bravely, with the corners of her mouth--not
with all of it--when Miss Roberts sympathetically asked whether she had
a headache, and replied: “No, I mustn’t indulge myself by pretending I
have. The headache pose is fatally tempting to old ladies. You’ll know
one day, Miss Roberts.”
“That was meant for Mother,” reflected Ursula; “and sending Miss
Roberts down for stronger tea--she’s never done it before--was to
impress Gums and the servants that she has a right to it because she
pays.” Ursula was making the same discovery as erstwhile Hal had made.
“‘Just today’ was a stinger for Hal. And ‘the little sitting-room of
her own’ she aimed at----”
Ursula, subconsciously, winced with fear.
“Are you going to split on Hal to the Bank?” she asked, wondering what
made her voice sound so noisy.
Again that curious glassy obstinacy passed over Aunt Lavvy’s usually
mobile prettiness. She replied nothing, but with careful selection she
put aside the slices of the Swiss Roll and cut herself a piece from the
uncut portion.
“Ursula, really, this is going too far. This is disloyal. When
your Aunt Lavvy is doing her best to behave as though nothing had
happened----”
“Why should she? Something _has_ happened. But it’ll be like that
all the time, I know. Mother will come down to dinner trying to look
as though she hadn’t cried, and we’ll all look as though of course
she hadn’t. And Father will simply shut up and not play. He’s never
supposed to join in when the rest of us pretend. And Grace will talk
tactfully to Stanley about the babies, and how town is looking, and her
tea-party, and the leaves falling. And Gums will ‘draw out’ Lottie, and
we’ll all of us not stare at Hal, and feel beastlier than we’ve ever
felt before, and goodness knows what Nina and Bunny will do, because I
haven’t seen them since it happened. But it might be a bit better--not
much, but a bit--if we could all be as glum as we liked.”
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