England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Ursula flared up. “It wasn’t Lottie, was it, who gave up her room to
Aunt Lavvy when she--when Hal----” She struggled with scalding tears at
the back of the throat. Why do they always come hotter for injustice
and self-pity than for sorrow?
Her hearers were startled and embarrassed beyond words at the reminder.
They wanted to forget that episode, now that they were all united and
kind and jovial again. It was indecent of Ursula to have hurled their
obligation at them in this violent fashion, especially as there was no
reply possible. They had all been grateful and thanked her. She could
not exact gratitude twice over. Downcast eyelids and tightly-pressed
mouths all round the table.... Of course she was only a child still, a
charming undisciplined young colt, but even then----
The fact was that Ursula’s rather-more-than-usually-good deed
had created a greater uneasiness among the Maxwells than Hal’s
rather-more-than-bad deed which had preceded it. A thoroughly average
family is not accustomed to either extension from the normal. Both Hal
and Ursula were disturbingly “different.” Hal’s moral lapse had rapidly
developed into a problem of consequences, which had been as rapidly
wiped out, leaving next to nothing of the original shock. And then he
had gone back to school.... Somehow, it was all not so uncomfortably
evident as the sight of Ursula round the house, a disconsolate moping
Peri emphasizing her yielded Paradise. For if she could be as noble as
all that, she might at any moment be equally noble, or nobler. And the
rest of them would have to live up to it, or else feel inferior.
So that Hal, who could be forgiven, and who was eager to forget, was
easily a more popular figure than Ursula, who had been their rescuer,
and now prevented them from forgetting.
“But I shall enjoy a walk to Marks, to see about a new key.” Aunt Lavvy
broke the silence. “The hedges are just beginning to turn colour all
along the road. It’s my favourite season.”
Ursula had dashed out of the room, they all thought, in tears ... but
presently she came back like a gale, and flung a small heavy object on
to the breakfast-table.
“There’s your key,” defiantly.
“The key of the door between?” Aunt Lavvy picked it up. “You clever
child! Where did you find it?”
“I didn’t find it. I had hidden it--at the bottom of my
handkerchief-box.”
“You had hidden it? And why, pray?” demanded her father.
Ursula thrust her hands into the pockets of her jersey, and tilted back
her head. She was not crying now--indeed, there was urchin roguery
sparkling in her eyes, and the corners of her lips were enigmatic:
“To protect myself from visitors,” she replied sweetly.
“Plain speech is a short cut,” said Tom Maxwell, getting angry with
this young daughter, who, from being more or less of a cipher, had
dared first to place him under an obligation, and then to taunt his
helplessness with insubordination.
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