England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“Well, then”--Ursula spoke with even greater sweetness--“to protect
myself from our Paying Guest.”
[XVII]
BUT in spite of these impertinences, Aunt Lavvy had the room, and Aunt
Lavvy had the laugh of her. Moreover, now that the room was completely
ready to sit in, and charming in its lilac and primrose tints as when
their imaginations had planned it together, Aunt Lavvy did not sit
in it. She sat downstairs with the others. She was more than usually
convivial, and fragrant with content when somebody--Mrs. Maxwell or
Nina or Lottie or Miss Roberts--asserted playfully that she could not
be spared from them to go and sit in solitude.
Tenacious in her desire to own a sitting-room, it now stood empty and
unused in that packed house.
Ursula, moping homeless about the stairs and landings of her home, was
conscious of that sequestered oblong of space as though it were alive.
She infected the rest of the household, who also became conscious of
it--and, more than ever, of her. One or the other of them was wont to
say to her, guiltily off-hand: “Oh, by the way, Ursula, there’s nobody
in the dining-room for half an hour, if you want to be alone. I looked
in on my way up,” and “Then I’ll tell Minnie not to disturb you.”...
And behold Ursula, mooching disconsolately round the dining-room, a
conspicuous captive to the misapprehension that she “liked to be alone
sometimes.”
“Look here,” Mr. Maxwell anxiously consulted his wife one evening.
“What’s all this trouble about Ursula? I mean, she’s quite comfortable
digging-in with Nina, isn’t she? Sisters, and all that. What’s she
in such a deuced queer state about ever since----Damn it, it was the
girl’s own suggestion to change rooms.”
“Nina’s much easier to understand than Ursula. Nina’s much more like
me--hot-tempered and says right out what’s in her mind and then it’s
all over.”
For it is a pet illusion with most people that they have exactly this
popular sort of temper, and no other.
Her husband drew closer. “Look here, Florrie. Hadn’t you better have a
quiet talk with Ursula. A serious talk. You’re the girl’s mother. Get
her to confide in you. I dunno--but it doesn’t seem ... natural to me,
this fuss about not sleeping alone. Was there anything wrong going on
when she----Well, what do you think?”
His suggestion of an interview with Ursula in the spirit of “you’re the
girl’s mother” was a parallel to his serious talk with Hal--“After all,
I’m your father.”... Thus, twice in the last week or two, parenthood
had ceased to be nominal.
“What do you think, Florrie?” He had been nice to her ever since their
reconciliation, and especially nice in insisting on her prior right
to be consulted and even listened to with deference, on all subjects
connected with the children.
Mrs. Maxwell said slowly: “Yes--I’ll talk to Ursula. But I think I
know.... A sort of shyness--some girls are like that. Oh, _I_
wasn’t--not I!” and she laughed heartily.
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