England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
But how should Nina remember the terrific difficulties of entrances
and exits at Ursula’s hoyden stage of life; how to make them graceful
and yet without any gawky preliminaries ... especially when your
divinity was in the room, watching you, or understandingly not watching
you.... It was much better when you were not romantically attached
to anybody--then you just banged in and out, all anyhow--and much
more successfully. Once, Nina herself was Ursula’s royalty.... Nina
at seventeen was very lovely to a small twelve-year-old sister--the
careless swagger of her walk and her clear gay laugh, and her
established supremacy as captain of the school games ... white flannel
shirt and loosely-knotted dark-green tie, and thick golden hair,
hard-brushed to a door-knocker plait--like a well-groomed boy Nina
was then, with such hard clean outlines that Ursula used to feel an
ecstatic longing to follow them with the point of her finger....
“Dashing”--yes, it was the right word.... Only she could give you
nothing from her cleanness and clearness--she walked right through your
worship, cutting it.... And you began to crave for an aroma of more
gracious tenderness; and there was Aunt Lavvy, ready to love you.
You had worshipped her before, of course, but not separately--just one
of the cantata. But _now_....
“You’ve got to tidy up for dinner, too, Nina!”--they didn’t dress for
dinner at the Laburnums, unless people were invited--they “tidied up.”
“You mind your own business, young woman. _I_ don’t have to scrape
myself for hours with a pumice-stone!”
“Well----” Ursula still dawdled; it was hateful leaving those two
alone, with Nina’s air of suspended confidences. The queen dethroned
and the reigning queen.... Ella Wheeler Wilcox.... “The Old Stage
Queen.” And then Ursula suddenly saw the humorous impossibility of
Nina, broken and bowed and faded from neglect....
“What’s the joke?”
“There isn’t one. I say--I’ve got to go.”
“Still?”
“Oh--shut up!”
Aunt Lavvy said: “What a pity the key of our door has been lost, isn’t
it, Ursula? You know I always call it ‘our door.’ Because otherwise we
might be paying calls on each other all day long.” She had noticed how
the child grudged the minutes spent away from her.
“Yes.” Ursula was demure, but a little breathless.
After she had gone, Nina said, in the relaxed tone of one to another
when a third has left the room: “How exactly alike all flappers are!”
“There’s a great deal in Ursula,” protested Aunt Lavvy, in affectionate
championship.
“There’s a great deal in every flapper,” Nina declared, with a flash
of observation--“too much! If Ursula played more games, she wouldn’t
be so rude and touchy and loving and excitable and pert and untidy and
sulky----”
“Oh, Nina, Nina, what a lot of hard adjectives to pelt one little
sister! Let me add a few nice ones. Ursula is honest, loyal,
truthful----”
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