The Room with the Little DoorMolineux, Roland Burnham
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The Room with the Little Door
Molineux, Roland Burnham
Molineux, Roland Burnham; Prisoners -- New York (State) -- Biography; Prisons -- New York (State)
and its relation to affairs is eliminated. Enough for us in there that
it is either day or night. What do we care about the hour? To us time is
just an endless waiting without expectancy. Imagine it for yourself.
Each second seems an hour long—and we are kept in there for years.
This is the life we lead, and who would care to speak or write of such
an existence? Is there anything to tell about this living death—this
sort of noiseless purgatory in which, as the months go by, past
experiences, the hopes and fears and happinesses which were, grow
fainter and fainter, till, like the future, they inspire us with nothing
but indifference, leaving only the present to be endured?
Yet there is one thing here which interests us intensely; which is
before us all the time, and which some day will close behind us. On one
side is life—such as it is—on the other instant death.
To pass through will be an experience surely. It is seldom opened; I
have observed it so just seven times; but when it is ajar—things happen.
Whenever we look out of our cages we see it; we close our eyes—we still
see it. When exercising in the corridor one passes and repasses it;
though we walk away, we know we are going towards it. Thinking by day
and dreaming by night, it is always with us, and irresistible is its
fascination. All else here is insignificant; and to us the Death-Chamber
is but “The Room with the Little Door.”
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_CHAPTER II_
_“The Little Dead Mouse”_
It would seem impossible for any one to escape from the Death-Chamber.
But there is a story of one man who refused to stay, and who, under the
very eyes of his keepers, without any privacy or apparatus, manufactured
the poison with which he ended his life; for that is almost the only way
you can end your stay in the Death-Chamber.
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