"You see, you can't sit up nights to sew much, or practise doing your hair new ways, because you need all your strength to get up when the alarm-clock barks next morning. And then, there's always the money-worry, if you have nothing but your salary. Of course, this last year, when I've been getting fifty dollars a month, things have been all right. But when it was only thirty a month in the Circulation--well, that was pretty hard pulling," said Phyllis thoughtfully. "But the worst--the worst, Allan, was waking up nights and wondering what would happen if you broke down for a long time. Because you _can't_ very well save for sickness-insurance on even fifty a month. And the work--well, of course, most girls' work is just a little more than they have the strength for, always. But I was awfully lucky to get into children's work. Some of my imps, little Poles and Slovaks and Hungarians mostly, are the cleverest, most affectionate babies----" She began to tell him stories of wonderful ten-year-olds who were Socialists by conviction, and read economics, and dazed little atypical sixteen-year-olds who read Mother Goose, and stopped even that because they got married. "You poor little girl!" said Allan, unheeding. "What brutes they were to you! Well, thank Heaven, that's over now!" "Why, Allan!" she said, laying a soothing hand on his. "Nobody was a brute. There's never more than one crank-in-authority in any library, they say. Ours was the Supervisor of the Left Half of the Desk, and after I got out of Circulation I never saw anything of her." Allan burst into unexpected laughter. "It sounds like a Chinese title of honor," he explained. "'Grand Warder of the Emperor's Left Slipper-Rosette,' or something of the sort." "The Desk's where you get your books stamped," she explained, "and the two shifts of girls who attend to that part of the work each have a supervisor--the Right and Left halves. The one that was horrid had favorites, and snapped at the ones that weren't. I wasn't under her, though. My Supervisor was lovely, an Irishwoman with the most florid hats, and the kindest, most just disposition, and always laughing. We all adored her, she was so fair-minded." "You think a good deal about laughing," said Allan thoughtfully. "Does it rank as a virtue in libraries, or what?" "You have to laugh," explained Phyllis. "If you don't see the laugh-side of things, you see the cry-side. And you can't afford to be unhappy if you have to earn your living. People like brightness best. And it's more comfortable for yourself, once you get used to it." "So that was your philosophy of life," said Allan. His hand tightened compassionately on hers. "You _poor_ little girl!... Tell me about the cry-side, Phyllis."