heart beat.”
“Why precisely did you come to me with this tale?” asked the abbé in a
low voice.
“Because you are a priest. Have you forgotten that I have been brought
up in a convent? I have not forgotten how to pray. But I am afraid of
the world now. What must I do?”
“Repent!” thundered the abbé, getting up. He saw her candid gaze
uplifted, and lowered his voice forcibly. “You must look with fearless
sincerity into the darkness of your soul. Remember whence the only true
help can come. Those whom God has visited by a trial such as yours
cannot be held guiltless of their enormities. Withdraw from the world.
Descend within yourself and abandon the vain thoughts of what people
call happiness. Be an example to yourself of the sinfulness of our
nature and of the weakness of our humanity. You may have been
possessed. What do I know? Perhaps it was permitted in order to lead
your soul to saintliness through a life of seclusion and prayer. To that
it would be my duty to help you. Meantime you must pray to be given
strength for a complete renunciation.”
Arlette, lowering her eyes slowly, appealed to the abbé as a symbolic
figure of spiritual mystery. “What can be God’s designs on this
creature?” he asked himself.
“Monsieur le Curé,” she said quietly, “I felt the need to pray to-day
for the first time in many years. When I left home it was only to go to
your church.”
“The church stands open to the worst of sinners,” said the abbé.
“I know. But I would have had to pass before all those villagers: and
you, Abbé, know well what they are capable of.”
“Perhaps,” murmured the abbé, “it would be better not to put their
charity to the test.”
“I must pray before I go back again. I thought you would let me come in
through the sacristy.”
“It would be inhuman to refuse your request,” he said, rousing himself
and taking down a key that hung on the wall. He put on his broad-brimmed
hat and without a word led the way through the wicket-gate and along the
path which he always used himself and which was out of sight of the
village fountain. After they had entered the damp and dilapidated
sacristy he locked the door behind them and only then opened another, a
smaller one, leading into the church. When he stood aside, Arlette
became aware of the chilly odour as of freshly turned-up earth mingled
with a faint scent of incense. In the deep dusk of the nave a single
little flame glimmered before an image of the Virgin. The abbé
whispered as she passed on:
“There before the great altar abase yourself and pray for grace and
strength and mercy in this world full of crimes against God and men.”
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