She did not look at him. Through the thin soles of her shoes she could
feel the chill of the flagstones. The abbé left the door ajar, sat down
on a rush-bottomed chair, the only one in the sacristy, folded his arms
and let his chin fall on his breast. He seemed to be sleeping
profoundly, but at the end of half an hour he got up and, going to the
doorway, stood looking at the kneeling figure sunk low on the altar
steps. Arlette’s face was buried in her hands in a passion of piety and
prayer. The abbé waited patiently for a good many minutes more, before
he raised his voice in a grave murmur which filled the whole dark place.
“It is time for you to leave. I am going to ring for vespers.”
The view of her complete absorption before the Most High had touched
him. He stepped back into the sacristy and after a time heard the
faintest possible swish of the black silk skirt of the Escampobar
daughter in her Arlesian costume. She entered the sacristy lightly with
shining eyes, and the abbé looked at her with some emotion.
“You have prayed well, my daughter,” he said. “No forgiveness will be
refused to you, for you have suffered much. Put your trust in the grace
of God.”
She raised her head and stayed her footsteps for a moment. In the dark
little place he could see the gleam of her eyes swimming in tears.
“Yes, Monsieur l’Abbé,” she said in her clear seductive voice. “I have
prayed and I feel answered. I entreated the merciful God to keep the
heart of the man I love always true to me or else to let me die before I
set my eyes on him again.”
The abbé paled under his tan of a village priest and leaned his
shoulders against the wall without a word.
XI
After leaving the church by the sacristy door Arlette never looked back.
The abbé saw her flit past the presbytery, and the building hid her from
his sight. He did not accuse her of duplicity. He had deceived himself.
A heathen. White as her skin was, the blackness of her hair and of her
eyes, the dusky red of her lips, suggested a strain of Saracen blood. He
gave her up without a sigh.
Arlette walked rapidly towards Escampobar as if she could not get there
soon enough; but as she neared the first enclosed field her steps became
slower and after hesitating awhile she sat down between two olive trees,
near a wall bordered by a growth of thin grass at the foot. “And if I
have been possessed,” she argued to herself, “as the abbé said, what is
it to me as I am now? That evil spirit cast my true self out of my body
and then cast away the body too. For years I have been living empty.
There has been no meaning in anything.”
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