He was so tired out that he was almost unable to hold up his head, and
on going in he didn’t see Arlette, who stood against the wall on one
side of the window, out of the moonlight and in the darkest corner of
the room. He only became aware of somebody’s presence in the room as she
flitted past him with the faintest possible rustle, when he staggered
back two paces and heard behind him the key being turned in the lock. If
the whole house had fallen into ruins, bringing him to the ground, he
could not have been more overwhelmed and, in a manner, more utterly
bereft of all his senses. The first that came back to him was the sense
of touch when Arlette seized his hand. He regained his hearing next. She
was whispering to him: “At last! At last! But you are careless. If it
had been Scevola instead of me in this room you would have been dead
now. I have seen him at work.” He felt a significant pressure on his
hand, but he couldn’t see her properly yet, though he was aware of her
nearness with every fibre of his body. “It wasn’t yesterday though,” she
added in a low tone. Then suddenly: “Come to the window so that I may
look at you.”
A great square of moonlight lay on the floor. He obeyed the tug like a
little child. She caught hold of his other hand as it hung by his side.
He was rigid all over, without joints, and it did not seem to him that
he was breathing. With her face a little below his, she stared at him
closely, whispering gently: “Eugène, Eugène,” and suddenly the livid
immobility of his face frightened her. “You say nothing. You look ill.
What is the matter? Are you hurt?” She let go his insensitive hands and
began to feel him all over for evidence of some injury. She even
snatched off his hat and flung it away in her haste to discover that
his head was unharmed; but finding no sign of bodily damage, she calmed
down like a sensible, practical person. With her hands clasped round his
neck she hung back a little. Her little even teeth gleamed, her black
eyes, immensely profound, looked into his, not with a transport of
passion or fear, but with a sort of reposeful satisfaction, with a
searching and appropriating expression. He came back to life with a low
and reckless exclamation, felt horribly insecure at once as if he were
standing on a lofty pinnacle above a noise as of breaking waves in his
ears, in fear lest her fingers should part and she would fall off and be
lost to him for ever. He flung his arms round her waist and hugged her
close to his breast. In the great silence, in the bright moonlight
falling through the window, they stood like that for a long, long time.
He looked at her head resting on his shoulder. Her eyes were closed, and
the expression of her unsmiling face was that of a delightful dream,
something infinitely ethereal, peaceful and, as it were, eternal. Its
appeal pierced his heart with a pointed sweetness. “She is exquisite.
It’s a miracle,” he thought with a sort of terror. “It’s impossible.”
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