The affectation common to seamen of never being surprised at anything
that sea or land can produce had become in Peyrol a second nature.
Having learned from childhood to suppress every sign of wonder before
all extraordinary sights and events, all strange people, all strange
customs, and the most alarming phenomena of nature (as manifested, for
instance, in the violence of volcanoes or the fury of human beings), he
had really become indifferent--or only perhaps utterly inexpressive. He
had seen so much that was bizarre or atrocious, and had heard so many
astounding tales, that his usual mental reaction before a new experience
was generally formulated in the words “J’en ai vu bien d’autres.” The
last thing which had touched him with the panic of the supernatural had
been the death under a heap of rags of that gaunt, fierce woman, his
mother; and the last thing that had nearly overwhelmed him at the age of
twelve with another kind of terror was the riot of sound and the
multitude of mankind on the quays in Marseilles, something perfectly
inconceivable from which he had instantly taken refuge behind a stack of
wheat sacks after having been chased ashore from the tartane. He had
remained there quaking till a man in a cocked hat and with a sabre at
his side (the boy had never seen either such a hat or such a sabre in
his life) had seized him by the arm close to the armpit and had hauled
him out from there; a man who might have been an ogre (only Peyrol had
never heard of an ogre), but at any rate in his own way was alarming and
wonderful beyond anything he could have imagined--if the faculty of
imagination had been developed in him then. No doubt all this was enough
to make one die of fright, but that possibility never occurred to him.
Neither did he go mad; but being only a child, he had simply adapted
himself, by means of passive acquiescence, to the new and inexplicable
conditions of life in something like twenty-four hours. After that
initiation the rest of his existence, from flying fishes to whales and
on to black men and coral reefs, to decks running with blood, and thirst
in open boats, was comparatively plain sailing. By the time he had heard
of a Revolution in France and of certain Immortal Principles causing the
death of many people, from the mouths of seamen and travellers and
year-old gazettes coming out of Europe, he was ready to appreciate
contemporary history in his own particular way. Mutiny and throwing
officers overboard. He had seen that twice and he was on a different
side each time. As to this upset, he took no side. It was too far--too
big--also not distinct enough. But he acquired the revolutionary jargon
quickly enough and used it on occasions, with secret contempt. What he
had gone through, from a spell of crazy love for a yellow girl to the
experience of treachery from a bosom friend and shipmate (and both those
things Peyrol confessed to himself he could never hope to understand),
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