Peyrol, very calm, gave him a hardly perceptible nod. “Well,” he said,
“all this won’t prevent me sleeping very well in this room. I always
thought I would like to live in a lighthouse when I got tired of roving
about the seas. This is as near a lighthouse lantern as can be. You will
see me with all my little affairs to-morrow,” he added, moving towards
the stairs. “Salut, citoyen.”
There was in Peyrol a fund of self-command amounting to placidity. There
were men living in the East who had no doubt whatever that Peyrol was a
calmly terrible man. And they would quote illustrative instances which
from their own point of view were simply admirable. But all Peyrol had
ever done was to behave rationally, as it seemed to him, in all sorts of
dangerous circumstances without ever being led astray by the nature, or
the cruelty, or the danger of any given situation. He adapted himself
to the character of the event and to the very spirit of it, with a
profound responsive feeling of a particularly unsentimental kind.
Sentiment in itself was an artificiality of which he had never heard and
if he had seen it in action would have appeared to him too puzzling to
make anything of. That sort of genuineness in acceptance made him a
satisfactory inmate of the Escampobar Farm. He duly turned up with all
his cargo, as he called it, and was met at the door of the farmhouse
itself by the young woman with the pale face and wandering eyes. Nothing
could hold her attention for long amongst her familiar surroundings.
Right and left and far away beyond you, she seemed to be looking for
something while you were talking to her, so that you doubted whether she
could follow what you said. But as a matter of fact she had all her wits
about her. In the midst of this strange search for something that was
not there she had enough detachment to smile at Peyrol. Then,
withdrawing into the kitchen, she watched, as much as her restless eyes
could watch anything, Peyrol’s cargo and Peyrol himself passing up the
stairs.
The most valuable part of Peyrol’s cargo being strapped to his person,
the first thing he did after being left alone in that attic room which
was like the lantern of a lighthouse was to relieve himself of the
burden and lay it on the foot of the bed. Then he sat down, and leaning
his elbow far on the table he contemplated it with a feeling of complete
relief. That plunder had never burdened his conscience. It had merely on
occasion oppressed his body; and if it had at all affected his spirits
it was not by its secrecy but by its mere weight, which was
inconvenient, irritating, and towards the end of a day altogether
insupportable. It made a free-limbed, deep-breathing sailor-man feel
like a mere overloaded animal, thus extending whatever there was of
compassion in Peyrol’s nature towards the four-footed beasts that carry
men’s burdens on the earth. The necessities of a lawless life had taught
Peyrol to be ruthless, but he had never been cruel.
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