American essays -- 20th century; Literature -- History and criticism
Later he went to Sheepshead Bay to hear “Aïda” in the open air.
“Suddenly when I heard the music I began to feel myself driven toward
a goal—a goal that became more and more distinct each day. There were
parts of such eloquent beauty in that opera that they tore my soul.
At times, afterwards, even on the job amid the confusion of running
engines, cars, screams, thuds, I felt the supreme charms of the
melodies around me.” But he could not compose music, for he did not
know one note from another—“as I still don’t know.... Music is not
like the English language, that I began to write without a teacher....
In poetry I fared better. In the library I wandered upon Shelley and
was again thrilled to the heart. Shelley I could proceed to emulate
almost immediately.... It was a hard job to put my words in order. The
stuff I used to write at first was unthinkable trash. But I was always
bothering people to point out my mistakes. Grammar gave me plenty of
trouble and still does. Rhyme stumped me. Then I began to read all
kinds of poetry and saw that rhyme was not absolutely necessary. I also
discovered that a good deal of what is called poetry is junk. So from
the first I have tried to avoid echoing the things I have read, and to
bring an originality both of expression and thought.”
Pascal D’Angelo has taught himself French and Spanish and has read most
of the best poets of those tongues as well as of English and Italian.
At present he is living under the most difficult conditions, asking
no favours, and writing poetry which, though much of it is naturally
full of imperfections, occasionally strikes such notes as these in _The
City_:
We who were born through the love of God must die through the
hatred of Man.
We who grapple with the destruction of ignorance and the creation
of unwitting love—
We struggle, blinded by dismal night in a weird shadowy city.
Yet the city itself is lifting street-lamps, like a million cups
filled with light,
To quench from the upraised eyes their thirst of gloom;
And from the hecatombs of aching souls
The factory smoke is unfolding in protesting curves
Like phantoms of black unappeased desires, yearning and struggling
and pointing upward;
While through its dark streets pass people, tired, useless,
Trampling the vague black illusions
That pave their paths like broad leaves of water-lilies
On twilight streams;
And there are smiles at times on their lips.
Only the great soul, denuded to the blasts of reality,
Shivers and groans.
And like two wild ideas lost in a forest of thoughts,
Blind hatred and blinder love run amuck through the city.
TAP-ROOT OR MELTING-POT?
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