I saw a few later in a dead-end offshoot of the Herring River that
looked very much as if they were trying to go back, though I have no
reason to suppose they felt that they had made a mistake. If they were
not ready to spawn they may have circled back with the ebb tide, which
reached that point, and found the main flow where they had lost it on
the way up.
I have idly wondered whether a single fish, isolated from its brethren,
might not suffer some kind of unknown hell of estrangement. I have seen
one swimming wildly down a narrow ditch off a tidal inlet as if it knew
the crowd had left it behind, and was frantic to get back. Still, for
all we can say about their lack of consciousness, they carry out their
great decisions, their deep harmonies, together, by natural laws which
we ourselves cannot completely explain, and by which we too may carry
out our migrant purposes.
The creek flowed on through banks tangled with poison ivy, blueberry
bushes, briars, and grapevines--at times almost impassable. Once, as
I peered out from the tangle, I saw a bird I had never seen outside a
field guide--a Virginia rail, moving along a muddy shelf under the
opposite bank. It moved almost humped over, neck and head forward, like
a great mouse, with a docked tail and red-orange beak. Then farther on
I saw an egret with head and slender neck above some high pitch pines,
pure sky-white, Grecian, out of a stately, impenetrable world, almost
too secret for an ecologist.
Where the stream was wider and the shallow water flowed along, lightly
and unobstructed, a group of some ten or twelve fish ran easily across
it. Then they stopped and circled with the current like a nest of eels,
in a slow, fluid mass.
I turned back. After light sunshine there was a faint shower, a spray
of rain. The valley was full of sound. A slow plane flew over; a
truck’s gears ground over the road; I heard a song sparrow staking out
his territory; crows cawed; blue jays gave harsh and silvery shouts; I
heard my own breath and the almost silent touch of cool air and rain
spray on the ground--a narrow valley, but with melodious resources from
everywhere. Why “back to nature”? I thought. Is there anything in it
but forwardness?
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