“Love and adoration and long-deferred hope,”—the words came back again
and told their story to the woman of one great love, so that she was
moved to renewed sympathy and re-thrilled. She stood over the slight
form in its utter relax and saw the lips tremble into a smile and the
fingers close a little more. She said to herself, little knowing how
exact was the simile upon which she stumbled, “She has found the gate in
the wall.” But before leaving the room to keep her song birds as quiet
as possible, in order that her friend might sleep her fill, she caught
sight of a book that lay open on the dressing table, upon the inner
cover of which was pasted the photograph of a familiar face.
“Fallaray!”—She read the title: “Memoirs de Madame de Brézé.” And she
looked again at the strong, ascetic face, with the lonely eyes, the
unwarmed lips, the cold high brow. It might have been that of St.
Anthony.
And she stood for a moment before going down to her children—her only
children—and repeated to herself, with great excitement, her former
thought. “A Great Romance, Love in High Places. How wonderful to be in,
perhaps, on History.”
III
If, during all their inarticulate talks, Fallaray had ever remembered to
ask Lola about herself, she would have told him, with perfect truth, the
little story of her life and love. She was now wholly without fear. She
had found the gate in the wall and had entered to happiness. But
Fallaray went through that week-end without thinking, accepting the
union that she had brought about without question and with a joy and
delight as youthful as her own. From the time that she had found him at
four o’clock waiting for her, not caring where she came from so that she
came, and saw that she had brushed the loneliness from his eyes and
brought a smile to his mouth, all sense of being merely temporary lifted
from her heart. In the eagerness of his welcome, in the hunger of his
embrace, she saw that she belonged, was already as much a possession and
a fact as the old house, hitherto his one treasure and refreshment.
They went hand in hand through those lovely days, like a boy and a girl.
He led her from one pet place to another and lay at her feet, watching
her with wonder, or going close to kiss her eyes and hair, to prove
again and yet again that she was not a dream. And every moment smoothed
a line from his face and pointed the way to his need of her in all the
days to come. But while he showed that he had lived his future and had
begun to spend his past, she, even then, forgot her past and turned her
eyes to the future. Those holiday days which bound them together must
come to an end, of course. And while she reveled in them as he did and
avoided any mention of the work to which he must return, she had found
herself in finding him, and becoming woman at last, saw her great
responsibility and developed the sense of protection that grows with
woman’s love.
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