But Fallaray shook his head. “I am not going to do it,” he said. “I have
had a surfeit of one and nothing of the other. Take it from me finally,
George,—I am out of the political game. I think I should have been out
of it in any case, because I came here acknowledging failure, fed up,
nauseated. I am not the man to juggle with intrigues, to say one thing
to placate the capitalists to-day and another to fool labor to-morrow.
It isn’t my way and I shall not be missed. On the contrary, my
resignation will be accepted with eagerness. I am going to begin all
over again, free, perfectly firm in my belief that there are better men
to do my job. I was a bull in a china shop, and it will remain a china
shop, whether it’s run by one party or another. It’s the system. Nothing
can alter it. I couldn’t, you and your party won’t be able to. It’s gone
too far. It’s a cancer. It will kill the country. And so I’m out. I
consider that I have earned the right to love and make a home. Row off
from my Eden, my dear fellow, and leave me in peace. I am not going to
be rescued.”
“We’ll see about that,” thought Lytham. “This is not Fallaray who
speaks. It’s the man of forty suddenly hit by passion. I’ll fight that
girl to the last gasp. We must have this man, we _must_.”
He turned away, deeply disappointed at the queer tangent at which his
chief had gone off, bitterly annoyed to find that here was a fight
within a fight at a time when unity was vital. He was himself a
perfectly normal creature who regarded the rustle of silk as one of the
necessities, like golf and tobacco, but to sacrifice a career or let
down a cause for the sake of a woman was to him an act of unimaginable
weakness and folly. If only Fallaray had been younger or older, or,
better still, had been contentedly married to Feo! Cursed bad luck that
he had been caught at forty.—But, struck with an idea in which he could
see immediate possibilities, he stopped on his way to the door and went
back to Fallaray. To work it out in his usual energetic way he must use
strategy and appear to accept his friend’s decision as irreparable. “All
right,” he said. “You know best. I’ll argue no more. But as there’s no
need now for me to dash back to town, mayn’t I linger with you in
Arcadia for a couple of hours?”
Fallaray was delighted. Lola was to dine at Lady Cheyne’s, and he would
be alone. It would be very jolly to have George to dinner, especially as
he saw the futility of argument and recognized an ultimatum. “Stay and
have some food,” he said. “I’ve much to tell you. But will you let me
leave you for ten minutes?”
That was precisely what young Lochinvar intended to do before he drove
away,—speak to that woman.
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