And so, blotting out of his mind the little conversation which had taken
place over the teapot, Breezy returned to his job, his fat hands working
on the intricate mechanisms of his Swiss and American invalids with
astonishing delicacy of touch; and all the while he whistled softly
through his teeth. He was never at a loss for a tune because the flotsam
and jetsam that came in and went out of Queen’s Road, Bayswater, with
their tired pianos, their squeaky fiddles, and their throaty baritones
provided him with all the sentimental ballads of yesterday and to-day.
It was seven o’clock when he looked up and saw Lola enter with Ernest
Treadwell,—the girl with a reflection of all the flowers of Hampton
Court in her eyes and the boy with love and adoration in his. It was
true that all about him there was a great improvement, a more healthy
appearance, a look of honest sleep and clean thinking. But he was still
the same ugly duckling with obstreperous hair and unfortunate teeth and
a half-precocious, half-timid manner. All the same, the fairies had
touched him at his birth and endowed him with that strange thing that is
called genius. He had the soul of a poet.
“Come up,” said Lola, “you’re not doing anything to-night, so you may as
well stay to dinner. I’ve found something I want to read to you.”
She waved her hand to her father, smiled at her mother who was selling
note-paper to a housemaid from Inverness Terrace for love letters—and so
the paper was pink—and led the way upstairs to the drawing-room which
had been opened up and put in daily use. Its Sabbath look and Sabbath
smell, its antimacassars had disappeared. There were books about, many
books; sevenpenny editions of novels that hadn’t fallen quite stillborn
from the press, and one or two by Wells and Lawrence and Somerset
Maugham.
“Sit down for a moment, Ernie,” she said, “and make yourself happy. I’ll
be with you again in five minutes.” And he looked after her with a dog’s
eyes and sat down to watch the door with a dog’s patience.
In her own room she went to her desk, unlocked a drawer and took out a
page cut from _The Tatler_ on which was reproduced a photograph of
Fallaray. She had framed it and kept it hidden away under lock and key,
and always when she came home from her walks, and several times a day
when she could slip up and shut herself in for a moment or two, she took
it out to gaze at it and press it to her breast. It was her last link,
her last and everlasting link with the foolish dreams with which that
room was so intimately associated,—a room no longer made up to represent
that of a courtesan; a normal room now, suitable to the daughter of a
watchmaker in Queen’s Road, Bayswater.
The evening sun gilded the commonplace line of the roofs opposite as she
stood in the window with Fallaray’s face against her heart.
“I love you,” she said, “I love you. I shall always love you, and if I
die first, I shall wait for you on the other side of the Bridge.”
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