“I know all about that,” he went on. “Of course you’ve prayed for peace.
So did everybody over twenty-four. But what about us,—we who were caught
as kids, before we knew anything, and taught the art of flying and sent
up at any old time, careless of death, the eyes of the artillery, the
protectors of the artillery, the supermen with beardless faces. What
about us in this so-called peace of yours? Here we are at a loose end,
with no education, because that was utterly interrupted, able to do
absolutely nothing for a living,—let down, let out, looked on rather as
though we were brigands because we have grown into the habit of breaking
records, smashing conventions and killing as a pastime. Do you see my
point, old boy? We herd together in civics when we’re not in the police
courts for bashing bobbies and not in the divorce courts for running off
with other people’s wives, and we ask ourselves, in pretty direct
English, what the hell is going to become of us,—and echo answers what.
But I can tell you this. What we want is war, perpetual bloody war,
never mind who’s the enemy. You made us want it, you fitted us for it
and for nothing else. We’re all pretty excellent in the air and in
consequence utterly useless on earth. And when I read the papers, and I
never read more than the headlines anyway, I long to see that Germany is
going to take advantage of the damned stupidity of all the Allied
governments, including that of America, gather up the weapons that she
hasn’t returned and the men who are going to refuse to pay reparations
and start the whole business over again. My God, how eagerly I’d get
back into my uniform, polish up my buttons, stop drinking and smoking
and get fit for flying once more. I’d sing like Caruso up there among
the clouds and empty my machine gun at the first Boche who came along
with a thrill of joy. That’s my job. I know no other.”
The old man’s hair stood on end,—all of it, like a white bush.
IV
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