Boys -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Boys -- Societies and clubs -- Juvenile fiction
“You can count yourself most fortunate that the results were not more
serious. But I won’t dwell upon what might have happened. What did
happen was quite enough to give you food for thought, and to point the
moral of your experience. And that is that before you go ahead you
should do your best to be sure you’re right.”
“After this I’ll be sure!”
Mr. Parker smiled a little oddly. “I ask only, Sam, that you do your
best to be sure. Often you have to take risks--the practical point is
to avoid the unnecessary risks. Hear me through! At sixteen you’re not
going to develop the wisdom and foresight of a grown man. I’m not going
to demand the impossible. I am going, though, to urge you to profit by
the mistakes you’ve made--and that, Sam, is the one best use to make of
mistakes.”
“You mean, not to repeat ’em?”
“That is precisely my meaning.”
“Trust me!” cried Sam, with conviction.
“I am going to trust you,” said his father. “In the first place, I am
going to assume that we have no need to talk about punishment; perhaps
you’ve had a reasonable amount of it as it is, for I suspect you have
passed some very trying hours. At the same time, though, I’m not
prepared to treat this affair as a wholly closed chapter. I think it
will be better for all concerned if you regard yourself, for the next
few months, as on probation.”
“I don’t quite understand.”
“Well, in other words, you may consider yourself as under test. And the
test will be the extent to which you have profited by what has taken
place.”
“Oh!” said Sam. “Then you’re waiting to see if I’ve really learned the
lesson?”
“You have the idea.”
Sam knit his brows. “It’s awfully kind of you, Father--it’s greater
mercy than I’d hoped for. I--I’ll try my prettiest to deserve it.
And--and will everything go on just as--just as before?”
“As nearly as may be. Only that brings me to my second point. It has to
do with St. Mark’s.”
“Oh!” said Sam again, a bit apprehensively, it must be admitted.
“I think,” said his father slowly, “that for the present we’ll hold in
abeyance any plans for sending you away to school. Don’t regard this as
a punishment; it is merely part of the probation. St. Mark’s, as you
know, allows its students much liberty. It treats them almost as if
they were men. And, frankly, Sam, it remains for you to prove that you
deserve such confidence. As the boys say, it’s up to you.”
The blow to the boy’s hopes was harder than his father realized. For
months Sam had been counting upon an early transfer to the famous
preparatory school. At his books, and in sports, he had striven with an
eye to the St. Mark’s standards; he had read everything concerning the
academy upon which he could lay hands; he had thought of St. Mark’s by
day and dreamed of it at night. And now, of a sudden, he learned that
his goal was not near, but at a distance which seemed to be all the
more unhappy because of its vagueness. Yet, very pluckily, he rallied
from the shock.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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