“Jean,” he said one day very gently.... “Jean, you know, about that
woman—if my telling you this sets your mind at rest—I give you my word
of honour that I have never set eyes on her again since that night that
you remember. You see, there are many things, my dear Jean, that you
don’t know about yet. Some day you will realise; you, too, that one must
not take such a small matter so much to heart.... In any case, as far as
that woman is concerned, I am quite willing to swear to you never to go
near her again.”
This was the only reference to Cora made by either of them, and the
promise actually restored Jean’s peace of mind.
Oh yes! he realised clearly now, poor fellow, that there must be “many
things that he did not know about yet,” that there must be—commonplaces,
no doubt, to people moving in a social sphere more sophisticated than his
own—instances of cold-blooded, subtle perversity, outside the scope of
his imagination.
Little by little, moreover, he grew fond of this friend, whom he could
not understand; this friend once cynical, but now grown kind, who
regarded life with inexplicable serenity and light-heartedness, and who
had come to offer him his protection as an officer, by way of amends for
the suffering he had caused him.
But Jean had no wish for protection; neither promotion nor anything else
appealed to him any longer; his heart, so young still, was filled with
the bitterness of this first agony of despair.
XXI
... It was at Dame Virginie-Scholastique’s. (Missionaries sometimes have
veritable inspirations in naming their neophytes.) It was one in the
morning; the tavern showed large and dark. As is usual with places of
ill-repute, it was closed with thick doors, reinforced with iron.
A small evil-smelling lamp shed its light on a jumbled litter of objects,
crowded painfully together in the dense atmosphere—red jackets and bare,
black flesh, weird entanglements, broken glasses and broken bottles on
the table and on the ground; red caps, negro bon-bons, spahis’ sabres,
all in floods of beer and alcohol. The temperature of the hovel was that
of a vapour bath. The heat was maddening, the atmosphere dense with
black, or milky, smoke, and with the odours of absinthe, musk, spices,
soumaré, sweat of negroes.
It must have been a hilarious revel, and surpassingly uproarious, but now
it was over. There was an end to the songs and the racket. Now followed
the period of reaction, of stupefaction that comes after drinking. The
spahis were there, some of them dull-eyed, resting their foreheads on
the table, and smiling vacuously. Others still preserved their dignity,
bracing themselves against intoxication, still holding their heads
erect—handsome faces with strong features, the lustreless eyes retaining
their seriousness with an indescribable expression of melancholy and
loathing.
Distributed among them, haphazard, was Virginie-Scholastique’s whole pack
of little twelve-year-old negro girls and small negro boys.
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