These flights which his eyes, darting hither and thither like a bird,
would make each day on the big geographical maps that hung on the
walls of the spahi’s barracks, he would often resume again in spirit,
especially of an evening, traversing a sort of panorama of the world, as
it presented itself to his imagination.
First he must cross the great sombre desert, which began just behind his
house.
It was this first part of the journey that his imagination was most
slow in accomplishing. It would be delayed in an infinity of mysterious
solitudes, where that interminable waste of sand impeded his progress.
Then he had to cross Algiers and the Mediterranean, reach the coast of
France and ascend the valley of the Rhône, to arrive at last at that
spot, marked on the map with little black shadings, which he envisaged as
blue-tinged peaks, seen among the clouds: the Cevennes.
Mountains! His eyes had been so long accustomed to the lonely plains; it
was so long since he had seen any mountains that he had almost forgotten
what they were like.
And forests! The great chestnut woods of his country, moist and shadowy,
where real streams of living water ran, where the soil was earth,
carpeted with moss and delicate grasses.... He felt that it would be a
relief merely to see a small clod of damp, mossy earth—instead of the dry
sand blown about by the desert wind.
And his beloved village, which in his imaginary journey he beheld at
first from above, as if he were hovering over it, the old church, which
he pictured under snow, with its bell doubtless ringing the Angelus (it
was seven in the evening), and close by, his cottage—the whole scene
enveloped in a bluish haze, on a cold December evening, with rays of pale
moonlight glancing upon it.
Was it possible? Somewhere all this actually existed; it was not a mere
memory, a vision of the past; it existed; it was not even so very far
away; actually at this moment people were living in that very spot, and
it was possible to go there.
* * * * *
What were they doing, his poor old parents, at this very moment when he
was thinking of them? Seated in a corner by the fire, no doubt, in front
of the wide fireplace, by the cheerful blaze of branches gathered in the
forest. He saw again all the objects familiar to him from childhood, the
little lamp lighted on winter evenings, the pieces of old furniture;
the cat curled up asleep on a stool. Among all these friendly things he
sought to place the well-beloved owners of the cottage.
Nearly seven o’clock! He had the very picture before him. The evening
meal was over; his parents were seated in a corner by the fire, grown
older, no doubt; his aged father in his usual attitude, leaning on his
hand his fine grey head—the head of an old cuirassier turned mountaineer
again—and his mother probably knitting, moving her long needles very
rapidly in her capable, quick, hard-working hands, or spinning, with her
distaff of hemp held very upright.
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