O goddess rare and strange! He was already in her thrall. She was
gray-eyed Athena of whom his reading had lately been telling him, she
was Wisdom herself come to earth in the disciplined splendor of her
spirit. Already he was prostrate at the shrine. It was for Her that
he had sailed the multitudinous seas, it was for Her that he had
traversed noisome caverns measureless to man.
Aladdin, with a flash of the wonderful lamp, had shown him a reason for
many things. Strange and dreadful burdens had been laid upon him,
every inch of his endurance had been tested in Fate's crucible, that in
the end he might win through to a high destiny. Was it for nothing
that, shoeless and stockingless, he had cried, "Orrible Crime on the
Igh Seas," in the slush of a Blackhampton gutter? Was it for nothing
that he had looked on the Island of San Pedro? No; there was purpose
behind it all. At the chosen hour the goddess Athena was to appear in
order that he might be healed with the divine wisdom.
Life was touched to very fine issues for the Sailor now. And yet so
swift was the change that he did not realize its peril. The sister of
Klondyke meant much to him already. Sometimes he read his work to her.
When they discussed it afterwards her comments would reveal a depth of
knowledge that astonished him, and raised the whole matter of the
argument to a higher plane. Many an enchanted talk they had together.
So miraculously were their minds in tune that it almost seemed they
must have conversed through unnumbered ages. Then, too, in the most
tactful and delicate way, she was his guide amid the elusive paths of
this new and divine world he was entering. Yet she asked so little and
gave so much, such a change was wrought in his life by subtle degrees,
that he was blind to the terrible danger.
It was in late spring, when they had known each other nearly three
months, that the Sailor had a first intimation of coming disaster. By
that time he had yielded completely to a state of bliss. Moreover, he
was now in the thrall of Athena's counterfeit and epitome as imaged by
other sailormen who had held communings with her. She had sent to
Brinkworth Street on three successive Mondays, recking nought of her
deed, certain magic volumes in which she herself was mirrored by the
mind of a poet: "Richard Feverel," "Beauchamp," and "The Egoist." And
then as he felt the sorcery of Renee, Clara, Lucy, and other
adumbrations of Athena herself, something happened.
It was merely that she went out of town for a fortnight. But that
fortnight was enough to tell the Sailor one tragic thing. A glamour
had gone from the earth. The grass of May was no longer green;
Chelsea's river was no longer a vindication of Turner; the birds no
longer sang in Middlesex.
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